pawsformee

was in the kaiser program almost two years before surgery, was told by one kaiser i wasn,t fat enought after being in their program 8 months.went back to kaiser south san francisco and had surgery april 2007. lost lots of weight highest 195 lowest 127. am now at 143 and am discouraged about the weight gain. i have done excellent up till now but find myself wanting to eat some of the things  that i have not had for over two years. like bread ,pasta rice, ice cream just all the things that made me heavy in the first place,also find myself trying to hurry up and eat these things so they will be all gone and it won.t bug me in the refrigator. sure this story sounds familar