oh no

[Lady Lap Band 71]

oh I need help.

I am desperatly trying to loose weight b4 my surgery...I've had a really good day....my famiyl just called me a work to ask if I wanted pizza or buffalo wings, the normal me would have said of course but I told them no. I am so afraid that I won't be able to stay away from it when I get home in about 45 minutes.

I dont want food to have acontrol over me anymore