Should I keep this to myself?

[Mrsace13 0]

The only thing that can stop me right now is my insurance!! I want this more than anything and I love all of you that have your weight loss banners and date you were banned, it gives me so much hope!!

I went out last night with a bunch of friends including my bypass friend that was 270, now a size 6 and looking at the pictures of me, I look like I ate a few guest. I am so tired of hiding from the camera or dressing so covered up while everyone is so dressed up and loving the camera. That will be me one day too.

I have to do this, I was so sick over the pics and then had to go out and of course stoped at Wendy's that me, that's my life and no I didn't get a salad!!

Thank you so much for your comments. I don't care who knows I just hate the remarks about how they just know I can do it if I really tired, if I really tried???? OK, those people do know me and how can they say that to me?? I told them at work the other day that I need their support and if they had to fake it, then fake it. They are worried about the danger of it, I told them they should know me by now, I have been reading these boards since Feb., reading everything I can, asking questions, I wouldn't just jump on the operating table.

Thanks everyone

[AliNSanDiego 1]

I tell everyone about my band...even strangers.

I haven't had problems with negativity. A few people thought I could do it on my own, but after a while they became excited to see me dropping the pounds and one is even interested in the surgery now.

[Cynthia5 0]

I told them at work the other day that I need their support and if they had to fake it, then fake it.

Well, now there ya go!!! :embaressed_smile: :cool2: :w00t: :tt2: