need to come clean

nhanson · March 27, 2008

I have had a bad few days. I have totally been on plan since October (surgery October 24th) and have totally lost my will power. I even lasted through Christmas. On Friday my husband and I went into the City to hang out and then go to a show - We ate out all weekend and I even had dessert. That sent me over the edge. I have not been able go for a few hours without a major carbo crave.

Seriously, I am even right now totally obsessing over every bite of crap in my house. I have literally eaten so many different things I shouldn't.

I will be going on shakes and Water tomorrow and Friday to try to detox from the carbohydrates. I am so close to being under 200 lbs for the first time in over 16 years. I just have to put my mind to it.

This post is just for me to try to get my mind in order. Hopefully by admitting everything, I will be able to overcome my recent eating fiasco!

cori in wa · March 27, 2008

Good for you! I mean, not that you fell off the band wagon, but that you acknowledged it, addressed it and are moving on!

Here's hoping you are soon in ONEderland.

Amoud · March 27, 2008

I am in the same boat, 201 lbs for the last 3 and a half weeks. I am getting discouraged and started having 'bites' of stuff I shouldnt (Mars bars, wings, fries) and as bites seemed to make no difference they got to '2 bites'.... you get where I am going with this. I havent had a fill yet so I am a bit relieved I havent gained but at the same time it is a bit hard to come off that post band rapid weight loss high. I am pushhing Mr. Dr. for a fill this Monday and hopefully this will keep me from carb killing my body.

Here's a funny thought, I was eating a piece of cake last week and had coffee and put Splenda in it... heheh, like a diet coke with a Big Mac and Super Size fries.