Calling all April Bandsters!!!!

[thunderstorm816 0]

Ughhh I know the feeling of eating stuff u shouldnt. I cant wait to go back on thursday to get the Fluid he took out last week put back in. I can eat way too much..i need my restriction back.

[tyme4change 1]

Hi everyone, it's been awhile but I wanted to share that I am finally back in ONEDERLAND. This time I am going to stay there. I'm so happy with my progress! Take care everyone!

[kidder136 1]

I feel like throwing the towel into the ring and surrendering to defeat. I feel so dumb and fat and lazy. I know what needs to be done, just can't seem to get myself to do it. I do so good during the day at work, then I get so hungry just before it's time to leave work and I am not a fruit and/or veggie person and Water doesn't control the hunger during this time. By the time I walk through the door, I eat anything and everything that crosses my path food wise. I then load up my plate when dinner is finally done and then at times find myself wanting something while I am watching TV at night. I can't seem to get off my lazy butt and exercise at all. I know that would help, but my knees are constantly killing me and I am tired all the time because I don't sleep very well at all at night. I am so sorry for being so negative and depressing, but just needed to vent. I just don't know what to do and no where to turn right now. I have no support system at home and no one to do this journey with. I have to go back to the doctor & dietician next month and haven't lost a thing. I had my surgery back in April of 2008 and have lost and gained so much that i've actually only lost 2# since my surgery. I just had a fill in March (bad experience, he put in too much and I couldn't even swallow my siliva so some had to come out) and can see a difference, but still don't know what satisfied feels like. I eat till something gets stuck and then just wait till it goes down or comes up and then I finish whatever I put on my large plate. I just don't know how to stop this vicious cycle. I will end here before I totally depress the heck outta everyone here. Sorry for venting and rambling....

Gail

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[Numbrgirl 0]

Funny I was just talking about Facebook this morning. I absolutely refuse to sign up for facebook - even though I get 2-3 invites a week. I am too busy, too old, and just not that interested!!!!! Some people say they like it for the pictures, etc. I don't want to be bothered!!!! Twitter sounds pretty cool at times - especially when devoted to specific topics and the fact that you cannot go over a certain amount of words - but I haven't experienced it and don't know if they have a way to control the profanity etc. In those situations - either you have an articulate vocabulary or all you do is swear and the latter is definitely not attractive to me. Technology - keeping up with it - sometimes a huge pain. I do like this board and all of you though!!! :cool2:

[Numbrgirl 0]

Hi Kidder -

with all due respect, to say "I am not a fruit and veggie person" - makes me immediately think - "well, what heavy person naturally is????" I see this whole experience as a forceful way of imposing rules and restrictions on yourself - with a band that reinforces it. I know for myself I have really got to want it and be determined that I am no longer going to live a certain way and that I am going to abandon certain habits. Otherwsie why go through the motions? Unless a person has been living under a rock, we all know the right decisons, right choices and right rules to follow - it is just getting up every morning and determining that we are going to put the tool to work for us and expect and work towards good results. The band works but not by itself.

It seems disappointing to have been at something for a year only to experience a small weight loss - but I give you credit for not making 1001 excuses like some others I have seen on this board!!

[Numbrgirl 0]

Also I would rethink the eating habits - if you can pinpoint the normal time that the hunger is going to strike - late in the afternoon, then don't deprive yourself of the Protein during the day and about the time it will hit - find a protein that is the most satisfying to you. I am convinced that anyone can do this - you just have to work at finding the right formula for you - what works for me - might not work for you - but what about starting out slow, watch tv AND exercise at the same time. My knees started hurting me so bad that is really what got me to decide on the surgery, I was becoming more and more lethargic. Now I run 2-3 miles just about everyday and switch between treadmill and eliptical. Don't throw in the towel = just be diligent in finding what works for you!!! It is all in the secret of eating less and moving more!!

[Numbrgirl 0]

Congrats Tyme!! I will be there soon!!!:cool2:

[lilith 6]

I feel like throwing the towel into the ring and surrendering to defeat. I feel so dumb and fat and lazy. I know what needs to be done, just can't seem to get myself to do it. I do so good during the day at work, then I get so hungry just before it's time to leave work and I am not a fruit and/or veggie person and Water doesn't control the hunger during this time. By the time I walk through the door, I eat anything and everything that crosses my path food wise. I then load up my plate when dinner is finally done and then at times find myself wanting something while I am watching TV at night. I can't seem to get off my lazy butt and exercise at all. I know that would help, but my knees are constantly killing me and I am tired all the time because I don't sleep very well at all at night. I am so sorry for being so negative and depressing, but just needed to vent. I just don't know what to do and no where to turn right now. I have no support system at home and no one to do this journey with. I have to go back to the doctor & dietician next month and haven't lost a thing. I had my surgery back in April of 2008 and have lost and gained so much that i've actually only lost 2# since my surgery. I just had a fill in March (bad experience, he put in too much and I couldn't even swallow my siliva so some had to come out) and can see a difference, but still don't know what satisfied feels like. I eat till something gets stuck and then just wait till it goes down or comes up and then I finish whatever I put on my large plate. I just don't know how to stop this vicious cycle. I will end here before I totally depress the heck outta everyone here. Sorry for venting and rambling....

Gail

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Hi Gail,

It obvious from your post that you KNOW what you are doing to yourself so I don't really think there is anyone who can give you any advice, you just have to decide that you want it. Like anything in life it's up to you to make it happen. You had the drive to do what was needed to get surgery, just hang in there and do what is best for you! You are just as capable as anyone else here!!! I believe in you - now you have to believe in you, too!

[Wanttolose 0]

I drink a Protein Shake in between meals to avoid getting hungry,and then overeating. I also find that when I do get hungry I need to find an activity to see if the hunger goes away (head hunger).

[Turler 6]

Well kids, I got a fill yesterday! I can tell a big difference already. I really hope this is the one that gets me back on track. I notice it most when I drink (I actually have to slow down and sip) and now there is all that "wind-tunnel" noise when I eat! Sounds like a good fill, eh? LOL

Only the scale will tell...not sure yet, but I hope this curbs my hunger to go with it. I'm feeling optimistic and can't wait to get this ball rolling!!!!

Woot Woot!

Kiddr- I am so glad you came back here. This is where we get the support we need. We can bounce ideas and vent and stomp our feet and bang our fists here. I've been through quite a bit, but it's because of this thread that I've been able to stay encouraged. Everyone here is great and we are here for you if you want to hang around! Welcome back...you CAN do this!

~C

[Numbrgirl 0]

Turler - welcome back to the "gurgling club" !!!

Sometimes when I am sitting in a quiet conference room I can hear my ice tea making its way through the tunnel!! So embarassing but nothing to stop it!! 8-)

[dsk 1]

Turler - welcome back to the "gurgling club" !!!

Sometimes when I am sitting in a quiet conference room I can hear my ice tea making its way through the tunnel!! So embarassing but nothing to stop it!! 8-)

HA!! Thats funny!! Do you ever notice a sloshing sound when you are walking after drinking something? It surprised me at first.

[Turler 6]

LOL Too funny you guys!! Yes, I am used to the noises, but not everyone else is!! Gets weird in quiet rooms...hahahaha

I do think this fill is working so far. I am ALWAYS the "hungry one". Well today, my lunch buddies had to come find me an hour after our "usual" time cuz I hadn't come after them to go eat yet!!! LOL Do you think it's working??? Oh Lord I hope so!

~C

[tyme4change 1]

Love your post, sounds like it's working to me

LOL Too funny you guys!! Yes, I am used to the noises, but not everyone else is!! Gets weird in quiet rooms...hahahaha

I do think this fill is working so far. I am ALWAYS the "hungry one". Well today, my lunch buddies had to come find me an hour after our "usual" time cuz I hadn't come after them to go eat yet!!! LOL Do you think it's working??? Oh Lord I hope so!

~C

[casjosh 0]

Hi everyone. I am new to this group. I was banded April 8, 2009. I was doing great up until December when I had foot surgery and became immobile. I was supposed to be "down" for 3 mos, but it is now 6 mos....but that is getting ready to change....I should be back up and about by month end. My struggle was I lost 60 lbs up until surgery. My dr. did say I would put weight back on because of being immobile with the band....well, I did and I an up 10lbs and digusted. I did just get a very small fill last week (the last 2 fills had to be removed because I couldn't even swallow water), but I just don't feel that restriction like I use to. It is very frustrating to say the least.....but I know I will get back on track!!!! I just need some support and that is why I am here. I see your weight loss so far and I am soo very happy for you .... it is very encouraging to me.