ajoneen 0 Posted July 16, 2008 I won't make my original goal before I leave on Saturday. Wah. So, set a new goal. Happy New Minute!!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ajoneen 0 Posted July 16, 2008 I wanted to share this with you all. Today I did my jog on the treadmill because it's gunna be a humid day. So anyways I get really bored on that thing, jogging to nowhere. I had some good music going, Eminems Lose it, and I was imagining what it would be like at the Triathlon. I was at the 1.95 mile mark and realized I would be seeing the finish line by that point. I actually heard the cheering, and folks urging me on to finish. I started to cry and had to "mop the sweat away" to mask the tears. It was so emotional. I hope on the day I will be able to hold it together. Sometimes I can't believe I'm really doing this. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
westcoastmom 3 Posted July 16, 2008 That must be such a nice feeling, Amanda. Actually being proud of your own accomplishments - we usually have those feelings for other people, but to live in the moment and feel them for ourselves is not something we often get to do. I wish we could be there to see you cross the finish line! I don't have it in me to be a runner. I have always played sports, but "the girls" make it hard to run. I always feel like I have to wear a few extra undergarments to avoid hurting myself or others. (Sorry Fenton.) Monthly, weigh-in and support group meeting tomorrow. I think I will at least have gone down a few... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Desdemona 48 Posted July 16, 2008 Amanda--Now THAT is what I call GREAT visualization skills!!!! I’m sure you could make money with that! And it’s a terrific method for staying motivated. BNL – That is terrific! You’re on your way to a BNL!!!!! Sharona---Do you know I was thinking of you when I posted that!! I thought to myself uh-oh – this will be a “red flag” to a good nurse and I’ll bet Sharona will catch me! You DID!! Ha! Yes ma’am. I have to admit to you that I PBed this AM when I tried to eat an omelet. I think it was partly because I was trying to make hotel reservations on the phone and I just shoved the first bite right into my trap. It was too big and I didn’t chew, chew, chew. Now I’m resting and I didn’t even get Breakfast or lunch. OK – I’ll watch it and see what happens. I am getting all the liquid now and I’m also getting the Protein. Yesterday I only had 1 Protein Drink and got the rest in with egg salad for lunch and salmon for dinner. I did get a lot of solids last night. In fact --- I pushed the envelope and got into the popcorn. It was DELICIOUS! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
hopeinapril 1 Posted July 17, 2008 BNL - that is awesome! Great motivation! Pat - me too! I haven't lost a ton, but I think slow & steady wins the race! I have lost a total of 13 pounds since surgery. EW! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mylah 0 Posted July 17, 2008 Hope, we have many things in common.WE were both banded on the same day,my highest was 285, 275 on surgery day last weight I was 252.I hope a year from surgery I will be at least to my target weight.It is nice to also have someone else lagging behind,I don't feel so alone. Pat Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sharona 2 Posted July 17, 2008 Once a nurse always a nurse (hahahahaha).....glad your doing better. With the summer here I'm always worried about dehydration, it can come faster than we think...... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
sharona 2 Posted July 17, 2008 I don't have it in me to be a runner. I have always played sports, but "the girls" make it hard to run. I always feel like I have to wear a few extra undergarments to avoid hurting myself or others. (Sorry Fenton.) Oh my God I can relate, I can't wait until I get a breast reduction!!! I'm actually thinking of going to the plastics guy soon to talk to him about it. I could NEVER run.....these damn things are just an annoyance....they've done what they were supposed to now be done with them!!! I would love to be small enough to not wear a bra...ever...... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ajoneen 0 Posted July 17, 2008 I have a great one by UnderArmor. It zips up the front so it is easy to get on/off. The girls are held very snuggly. Enell makes great ones too(zip up front). Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ajoneen 0 Posted July 17, 2008 I had an amazing day. First the treadmill moment then..... I went rock climbing!!!! I did 6 walls more then half way and one all the way to the top. I've been to this place before to watch friends but never "wanted to do it myself" That was bull**it, actually I never thought I could or thought I was too heavy. I think I was the biggest lady up the walls but no one stared or commented. When I got to the top of the one wall I let out a whoop and some folks started clapping. It was fantastic. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
westcoastmom 3 Posted July 17, 2008 Amanda - the "girls" thank you for the tips! Oh and I just read that you went rock climbing. My girls (the real ones) have done that for some parties before. That is one of the few things that I really have sat back and wanted to do but just not done. I am so glad that you mentioned that. I will have to put that on my list of things to do sometime. My 6 year old climbed to the top (when she was still 5) and I know she really wanted me to try it. But I just would have been too embarressed about getting the straps big enough and too embarressed at the visual from below. It is amazing what excuses I can come up with for not swimming and doing other things like this. I have to admit that I would probably still not quite be able to muster up the courage. But I will work on it! I also wanted to say that you are all doing so well - I know everyone's bodies will do this at their own pace, but you all seem to have owned your decisions and have come a long way in such a sort time. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
westcoastmom 3 Posted July 17, 2008 ... she says as she "embraces" her pizza for dinner! (But I am enjoying it, feeling no guilt and eating only 1/4 of what I would have eating 4 months ago). Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Fenton 3 Posted July 17, 2008 Sweet Jesus! What a HARROWING read this has been for me, what with all the discussion of female undergarments and "girls" possibly injuring other runners! Amanda, congrats on what sounds like a day packed with epiphanies. I don't think taht you can get inspiration more intense than the things you've experienced today... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ajoneen 0 Posted July 17, 2008 But I just would have been too embarressed about getting the straps big enough and too embarressed at the visual from below. It is amazing what excuses I can come up with for not swimming and doing other things like this. I have to admit that I would probably still not quite be able to muster up the courage. But I will work on it! The view of the other folks was a bit weird too. Those straps cut into everyone. I was in the L one and there were XL & XXL. ... she says as she "embraces" her pizza for dinner! (But I am enjoying it, feeling no guilt and eating only 1/4 of what I would have eating 4 months ago). I had pizza tonight too. Buffalo chicken, yum. Amanda, congrats on what sounds like a day packed with epiphanies. I don't think that you can get inspiration more intense than the things you've experienced today... Thanks. You've been a bit quiet lately. I hope all is well and it is because you are spending all your time writing Hard Death. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Fenton 3 Posted July 17, 2008 I think I'm coming down with something. My intake was a bit better today, but not great. Still, I really burned a lot of calories, walked a long way carrying heavy equipment, so we shall see. But yeah, I think I'm coming down with something. And just before I go away on holiday! Bleargghhh... Share this post Link to post Share on other sites