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[Mark1107 37]

Hey everyone. Just checking in. I’ve tried some carbs and all of my old “trigger” foods make me sick! pretzels yuck, potato chips I throw up, cakes and ice cream I can’t look at. French fries are absolutely disgusting. Hamburgers taste like wax.

I like boiled eggs, a little slice about 2 inch by 2 inch gluten free bread with boiled egg on top for Breakfast and homemade iced coffee. I also loooove ceasare salad with chicken.

I hate and throw up butter, Peanut Butter, guacamole, etc. I hate fat. Chicken and turkey skin. No mashed potatoes.

I love carrots broccoli green Beans, bananas and oranges.

I love sushi still. Spicy tuna roll. But I can’t really eat much. My whole meal is 50% of one roll.

I still dream of food. I still cheat and love hard candy but I don’t keep it in the house.

Im down from 295 to 260 day of surgery to 212 yesterday.

Most fish makes me sick. I can never look at another Protein Shake. I like crock potted moist fall off the bone meat with veggies.

Im still hungry a lot!

I sleep the night thru and no cpap!

I cant believe how much attention I get from the opposite sex even though I’m married. It’s so weird. Like I’ve been hit on 1-3 x a week!

I struggle with calories in. Only getting 1200 per day. Still losing weight.

Im really happy with the surgery.

Still struggling with food is NOT a reward. Food is NOT a comfort. Food IS sustenance only.

Like they say in The Mandalorian, “I have spoken!”