Who’s feelin better!!

[Carrot64 214]

I think spreading hope to the Newbies and the poor surgery siblings who have complications to over come, share your stories of emotional growth with your surgery. I had a pity party that lasted a while due to insecurity whether I was doing everything right and unrealistic expectations of how I should look 4 months along. I got over myself with the support of all of you and for that I thank you .. the message I want to pass on is if you knew me and knew how ingrained my bad habits were you’d see how far I have come even through the self doubt and the need for perfection that was so unrealistic... I may not look exactly as I hoped looking in the mirror but I feel so energized, have a pep in my step, AREN'T swearing my ass off!!! The hubby is really smiley too these days .. wink 😉The positives outweigh the negatives . Tonight I’m a puddle of love for you all and send you positive vibes .. please keep supporting each other and thanks so much for the input and caring!!!