having surgery in two days and having doubts

[ladybug3 0]

I think some apprehension is normal. I mean, you are having surgery, after all. I know that I wasn't sure, even as I went in! I had really considered postponing. I wasn't sure I wanted to deal with the food restrictions during the holidays, my toddler's 2nd birthday is on Wednesday and he never had a 1st birthday party because I was too sick after my heart attack, etc., etc. But my DH really encouraged me to go while I had momentum. It came up fast, and I'm only three days out, but now I'm glad it's over with!

That being said, you do have a lot going on and I don't think there'd be anything wrong with your pushing it out a couple of weeks. I would think that your recovery would go better if you were more relaxed going into it.

Just my two cents.