Can't wait to buy smaller clothes

[gabrielle1 16]

I was just reading that it's best not to spend to much money every time you reach a new plateau. Or every 20lbs. I agree. I don't have the money to do that. I don't want to look like a total slob either. (Which is what I think I look like now). A lot of my jeans and shirts have been with me since 20lbs (not years haha) ago. So I can hold on to them for a bit. But I live in Las Vegas and it will be the height of spring when I hopefully will be able to hit the pool again post op. I will buy a new bathing suit every couple of weeks if I have to. Obviously, they will be one piece. But the Water is where I am most comfortable and where I have lost so much confidence the past few years. Even if I can't do a major workout. Even if I'm just kick boarding or whatever. We are moving to a new place. It's just down the road but in Vegas, that's a big deal. I want to be able to socialize again. I haven't done much of that for a long time either. I've just gotten so lazy. Okay, maybe a little too much? The WLS, New place, new clothes, hew people. I'll probably be filled with anxiety, But now, I just wish things would get going already.