body image

[autumnleaf 3]

Im almost at the 100lb mark. it has been a long road to get here had a little hiccup with getting pregnant but i have noticed body image issues. one when i look in the mirror i do see a little weight loss but no like i thought i would be. maybe at 300 i seen myself smaller. but i see the same 300 lb person just shrunken in slightly. I remember looking at before and after pictures of weight loss people and at 100lb loss or even at 80lbs they looked amazing . me I think i still look like someone who needs to lose weight. I have trouble shopping for clothes i do not know my size and always buy too big. I dont have the money to go out and buy a whole new wardrobe so most of my clothes are too big. i do not recognize myself in pictures. but Pictures are the only way i really see the loss . course the weight loss has been gradual so i haven't had the compliments or notice of the weight loss. so not only do i feel like i dont see it no one else does either. i just got another fill because i wanted to ramp up the weight losss but you know im not sure even at another 20lbs loss if i will be happy any one else feel this way