Anyone dreading being alone in hospital?

[thiswaywardgirl 3]

Thanks for the help ???? I think it's going to be really emotional and tough but,this needs to happen.I'll keep praying!

[reachbree 140]

Thanks everyone! Unfortunately, I don't have family here and my husbands family works so we dont have anyone to keep the kids. This is a very new, beautiful facility. There is a large family area with computers, play area an such. Come to think of it I really wish this werent our situation, Feeling aside, Id rather them not come either....especially the littlest one..my oldest has already seen me in the hospital (when i had c-section) so he's ok....but my little guy will want me to hold him. We'll see how it goes but I may just end up telling hubby to drop me off at the front door on surgery morning then just go back home. Dr.s will be in touch. Cant believe Im saying that, Im already terrified, but maybe its for the better of the kids. Also, their Nana will probably be able to keep them on saturday (her off day) which is hopefully the day I get to go home!!!