Unrealistic expectations

[marroyo 30]

I am almost 2 months out with the sleeve and physically am doing well but emotionally have been very hard. I have cried everyday and have developed anxiety over everything. I am not sure why I am so sad and have started working with a therapist for last 3 weeks. I have had 4 family members who have had the surgery and are doing fine I don't know why I can't be happy with this. I begged dr. To reverse this but I know that's not possible. I am happy with the weight loss but inside feel like I have no joy at all anymore. This is hard because I do have three children who deserve a happy mom I want to be happy again. Has anyone else had feelings like this and do they ever get better?

[darnelladwashington 11]

Thank you for sharing your struggles. I took courage to do so. I pray that all goes well for you. Please don't give up believe it or not you came a long way.

[marroyo 30]

Thank you for responding this app is new to me and I wasn't sure if I was posting correctly. This has been hard for me but I'm trying everyday. Today was a good day I got through the day without crying. Thanks for your words of encouragement