Lovelyorchid 16 Posted July 17, 2015 So I paid for my surgery and hospital fee! Omg this just got real! My surgery is set for Monday 11am but have to be there @8! I've been super emotional and praying everything will go great! I have so much to live for! My son, my family, & accomplishing my dreams! I know this is for me and my future! This is life changing! I'm nervous, scared, excited, & trying to stay positive! I keep thinking of how amazing my life and health will be after its al done. Best of luck to everyone! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Joanncann 30 Posted July 18, 2015 Thanks for sharing. Ill be praying for you. Good luck and God Bless! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dub 9,922 Posted July 18, 2015 Best wishes to you Lovelyorchid !!!!!!!!!!!!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sajijoma 1,324 Posted July 18, 2015 I think it's natural to be a little scared. I mean this is a big deal! There's no going back once it's done and that is exactly why I am doing it. I'd rather not go back to this miserable state I'm in now. I thought about this when I was in my 20's and backed out because mentally I wasn't "there" yet, but God, I wish I could have been "there" and done it, because I would be so much healthier now if I had. No one can tell you when the right time is, but I will tell you that I've lost valuable years I can never get back being stuck in this fat suit unable to do what I want because I was too afraid. I'm not afraid now (yet anyway) although I did have heart palpitations the moment they said 90 day pre operative routine instead of 6 months physician supervised diet. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Marie Car 6 Posted July 24, 2015 THANK YOU for writing what i feel! my surgery is aug 26th and im soooo scared. I too am questioning weather God would want me to do this. I am fat but healthy....scared to be thin and unhealthy! so thankful for all the advice and all the success stories Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Joanncann 30 Posted July 25, 2015 Marie Car- im right there with you. We will do fine. We wont be healthy fat people for long. It will catch up to us eventually. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites