Weird Body Dysmorphia

[sleeve4086222015 27]

Ladies, I hear you. I just don't want to be the reformed fat girl who in order to feel sexy buys everything so tight that she looks "tee dic cue liss"! I'm in a 34-36 and quickly moving to a 30-32....two weeks post op. I'm scared.

[sleeve4086222015 27]

Keep a journal. Explain the truth to yourself on its pages even if you lie to everyone else around you. I had to explain to myself that I was a food addict. I explained that I self medicated to cover up the fact that I didn't value myself at all. Then I had the task of figuring out why? I'm not there yet. Not even close. Society does a job on humans. We hate each other to the core and we don't know why? We just have to keep finding reasons why it is vital to start loving one person at a time.....starting with ourselves.