Depressed from surgery

[JerseyJules 862]

I recently started seeing a behavioral psychologist to help me prepare and follow up with my clear addiction to food...I want to find out WHY I was eating and what it meant so I can control it. This week leading up to the surgery I have been very emotional and have been tearing up and wanting to cry over the smallest things..i really feel Im due for a good cry, the last one I had was when my father died 3 years ago, after leaving his funeral I simply sat at the top of his street in my rental car and cried like a 2 year old, I didnt cry at or during the funeral much..But just let it go realizing that i was letting him go in the process...I need to perhaps cry and let the old me go..