mommyoftwogirls 75 Posted January 13, 2015 Me too! I keep wondering if something will stop me from having my surgery now that it is here! AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! 1 day and 2 nights!!!!!!!!! I'm so nervous but mostly excited! Still waiting on that call from the hospital and for some reason I feel hungrier than ever?! I think it's just because I'm so antsy. I have reoccurring "what if's" in my head but I'm trying my best to focus on all the good that's about to come! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
JenniferO2188 75 Posted January 13, 2015 @@mommyoftwogirls I have the same Thoughts! Like what if I didn't lose enough for surgery or what if there's an issue of some sort. Agh haha Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mommyoftwogirls 75 Posted January 14, 2015 Girl,you know we are not going to feel better until we are in the recovery room and they tell us everything went fine. Well.....mentally better! Probably not physically tee hee..... @@mommyoftwogirls I have the sameThoughts! Like what if I didn't lose enough for surgery or what if there's an issue of some sort. Agh haha Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
downsizingdiva 459 Posted January 14, 2015 Excited Nervous and Scare !!!!!! Are you? honestly? Only nervous about something happening and leaving my kids without a parent. That is my only fear. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
downsizingdiva 459 Posted January 14, 2015 I feel the same way about feeling like it might not happen. I'm not really believing it til they are wheeling me back. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
downsizingdiva 459 Posted January 14, 2015 What are the thoughts going through everyone else's heads now that the 15th is around the corner?? hoping the worst doesn't happen, can't believe it is finally finally here, last night I was having those crazy hunger induced insane thoughts, I was thinking, WHAT IF I DON'T LIKE MY NEW SMALLER BODY, I'VE NEVER BEEN NORMAL SIZE, WHAT IF IT TURNED IT THAT I LIKED MY BIGGER BODY BETTER? but I know that's just stupid, I have to do this to keep from getting diabetes, my knees going out, so I can have energy, feel better, look better, and most importantly LIVE. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mommyoftwogirls 75 Posted January 14, 2015 I Know me too! My girls are my best friends and I want to be there to see them grow up! honestly? Only nervous about something happening and leaving my kids without a parent. That is my only fear. honestly? Only nervous about something happening and leaving my kids without a parent. That is my only fear. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
RedSalamander 148 Posted January 14, 2015 Yes, I'm def worried about that whole "leaving my kids without a mom" thing. But obviously I'm not THAT worried, or I wouldn't go through with it. I left my DH a list of "instructions", just in case. Like, remember to register for summer camps in January. Here is how you make pancakes. Find someone to help you shop for their clothes. Etc. etc. On another note, have you guys ever noticed how delicious chicken broth is? It really is the FULL ESSENCE of chicken. Surgery in 11 hours. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
downsizingdiva 459 Posted January 14, 2015 (edited) I agree. I'm the only present, acceptable parent they have. Good point, we must not be THAT nervous or we wouldn't do it. broth, I can't believe I'm saying This but this pre op diet has made me picky. I've never been picky so this is new to me. I don't care for any of the 5 different broths I bought, my Protein Powder is too too too sweet, I really only like my eas carb control and my Powerade zero in blue n strawberry and my sugar free popcicles ( I don't normally do sweet stuff and never cared for Jello. I can't believe im picky. Edited January 14, 2015 by downsizingdiva Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rebecca Friesen 80 Posted January 14, 2015 All checked in to the hotel. Surgery tomorrow. 2nd pt on the slate!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
619Raf 111 Posted January 14, 2015 1 day and 2 nights!!!!!!!!! I'm so nervous but mostly excited! Still waiting on that call from the hospital and for some reason I feel hungrier than ever?! I think it's just because I'm so antsy. I have reoccurring "what if's" in my head but I'm trying my best to focus on all the good that's about to come! I have been the same way hungry, hungry! Me to the "what if's" are driving me nuts. I am also trying to focus on anything else I can do but it's hard. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
downsizingdiva 459 Posted January 14, 2015 (edited) I'm having those, I don't want to give up this food or that food, even though I have been pretty good at low carbing it for quite some time. I think I have more of a quantity problem instead of quality. But when I see food commercials or have food thoughts the last few days I can't help but swoon for whatever feeling I get that drives me to eat so much. Ive said it before my stomach has always been larger than normal even as a kid. So I can't wait to not need so much food to satisfy my appetite. Edited January 14, 2015 by downsizingdiva Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
619Raf 111 Posted January 14, 2015 We are all having the some thoughts, my biggest fear is also leaving my kids with out a parent. And the other one is what if I don't like the way I look when I am skinny. I think I have noticed more food commercials in the last two days then ever. I can't even believe the day is almost here. I am leaving everything in gods hands, praying for everything to come out good. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
gastrogirl44 14 Posted January 14, 2015 Everything will be ok..it's just jitters jennifer02188 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
llali82 45 Posted January 14, 2015 So excited and nervous ...tomorrow is the big day! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites