Jennifer Newman 2 Posted December 17, 2014 Hi all. Just found this site today and I've been reading, reading, reading. I will be having Bypass on December 26th and here is my story... I have been heavy my entire life - literally. I as a 9lb 16oz baby, a chubby kid, a chunky teen, an obese college student and morbidly obese as an adult. I've done almost every diet known to man (and a few I made up along the way). I have been successful in taking weight off previously (as much as 92 pounds in 2003) but have never found success in making it to goal and keeping the weight off. At age 40, I hit a cross roads in my life - I was tired of being fat, tired of not being able to participate in activities, tired of wearing the biggest uniform in my chorus and tired of being tired. My insurance would not cover surgery and had enough money in the bank to cover it or grad school (a life long dream to return to school and get my Masters of Music in Voice). I choose school. Two years later I was in a new job and lo & behold, surgery is covered in our insurance. I knew that was confirmation that I made the right choice. So why surgery? The one constant in my life is that I have never experienced the sensation of feeling satisfied with the amount of food I eat. I know what it feels like to over eat but have no sensation that tells me to stop. Whether I eat 3oz of food or 23 oz of food - I feel the same when I'm finished. Having surgery will give me the tool I need to learn how to eat what is needed to live. I can't wait to Eat to Live instead of Living to Eat. I know I have other food issues that I need to address during my journey. My addiction to sweets ends now. I will no longer be held slave to my cravings -- my will is greater than my eyes! It's time for a lifestyle change -- I'm ready - I'm committed... Let's go! Jennifer Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Salonboi 353 Posted December 17, 2014 Good luck to you on your journey ???? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Salonboi 353 Posted December 17, 2014 I know what you mean by not feeling satisfied/full Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Djmohr 6,965 Posted December 17, 2014 Welcome to the group! Congratulations on the start of a whole new life. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SugarFreeMe 293 Posted December 18, 2014 Welcome Jennifer and congratulations on taking charge of your life. Coming to the decision to have this surgery isn't an easy one to make and the process isn't any easier. Your confidence and commitment will serve you well, but your attitude is going to get you to the finish line. I'm glad you found this site. The support is great and there's so much information. Best of luck, reach out if you have any questions, I'll do my best to help. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Rachpro83 0 Posted December 18, 2014 Go you ! I'm laying in the hospital bed a few hours out and I feel better than I thought ???? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
vane1383 12 Posted December 18, 2014 Welcome! I have found great support here! Best of luck to you and your journey! My big day is tomorrow! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
maggie0210 117 Posted December 19, 2014 Jennifer, Welcome and congratulations on your decision. A lot of info on this site, but try to not read all negative comments. Mostly good comes from this. I know the struggle you have been through. Iv'e been there myself, and know I positively would do this all over. A lot of good things are coming your way, enjoy! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
