Cleared cleared cleared!

[Aribay1 198]

My surgery is next thursday the 30!!

Today I got my last okays from the doctors!!!!! It hasn't hit me yet!

When did you finally realize this is really happening?

Also my liquid diet is tomorrow....any suggestions/advice?

[joatsaint 2,814]

It may sound wierd, but I refused to let myself believe it was going to happen. Right up to the point where they transferred me onto the OR table, I just kept telling myself that this was just another day... nothing out of the ordinary. I was so excited/scared at the prospect of the surgery and becoming thin that this was the only way I could deal with it and not freak out. :-)

[Aribay1 198]

I guess I just feel like a doctor could change their mind and be like just kidding your not cleared so I'm not excited just yet.