Feeling discouraged..

[angierue 214]

My clinic wouldn't have been so aggressive if it wasn't my choice. Because of my work, I have a very limited window in which I can have the surgery this year. The absolute latest I can be scheduled is November 11th, but that is pushing it so I'm shooting for the 4th. Which means I have to make that goal of 10% down (38lbs) by October 15th (my next appt).

I don't consider this a crash diet at all. This is pretty much how I'll be eating for the rest of my life so I'm getting a head start. Will I have bad days? Sure. We all do. But for the next 19 days, I'm doing what my dietician worked for me because her goal is to her me to mine.

If I can't stick to this for 19 more days then what does that day about my future success? Just because I have a tiny stomach to put the food doesn't mean I'll get to eat cheeseburgers and fries, just smaller amounts. She didn't limit my amounts of Protein or veggies I've been full and my cravings are going away all while staying under my calorie goal.

Ketosis rocks!