So freaking mad

[EddysLady4Life 3]

I've been living nicotine free since August 13th 2013 and Friday night my husband took me out for drinks and I had 2 cigarettes well today I met with the bariatric office for the first time and I have 2 do nicotine test for 3 months so I'm probably going to fail the first one. Man I'm so pissed at myself!

[angelicHG7 118]

That sucks... My surgeon says that if you smoke, you might as well not get the surgery at all.

I didn't have to get tested or anything (I don't smoke) but is this normal practice for your surgeon?

[EddysLady4Life 3]

Well today was my first appointment with the surgeon and they said anyone who quits smoking as I have (I used Chantix) has to do 3 tobacco urine free months and at some point they do a surprise one. I don't mind that part I really don't I'm just mad at myself plus I had every single thing done except 1 more weigh in.

[angelicHG7 118]

Wow... Well hang in there, I know it has to be frustrating.

[EddysLady4Life 3]

Everything happens for a reason. It isn't my time until the man upstairs sets everything right in my path. It was just upsetting at first.