Live The Life You Love, Love the Life You Live

[enjoythetime 1,457]

This is one of my favorite quotes and one that I can live by every day now because of the decision I made to have the lapband. I'm almost 15 months post-op and because of this amazing tool my life has changed dramatically and I know it will only continue to get better with each passing day of maintenance. I've learned so much from my doctor, the wonderful people on this forum and through my own mistakes.

15 months ago I was absolutely miserable! I couldn't enjoy life because of the fear of bringing attention to myself, I didn't want to go to functions in fear of what people were saying or thinking, I was embarrased for my husband and kids to be seen with me (even though they love me regardless), but I didn't like myself. My attitude was anything by optomistic, the weight had completely taken over and I became someone I didn't recognize or like anymore and that's when I decide to make a change. I've always been a very happy, glass half-full kind of person but being obese took all that away from me. Today my life has done a complete 360, I'm the able to be the person I always was on the inside and now my outside matches. I've grown so much as a person and can honestly say I love who I am today. I'm stronger, happier and healthier than ever. Last week I turned 35 and I can honestly say I haven't felt as good as I do now since I was 16. I spent way too many years with my head buried.

When I went in yesterday for my check-up with my surgeon I had lost another 5lbs, for a total loss of 154lbs. I'm trying to level out and I'm getting there. I'm working on letting go of the control issues and listening more to my band than to my head, which for me is a strugle.

Yesterday my doctor asked me if I would be interested in being a spokesperson for his surgical center by sharing my weightloss story on a local rock radio station, along with being on on their new website. I'm thrilled to be able to share my journey with others in hopes that someone out there will be able to relate to my story and find hope in their current situation. One thing I've learned is there is always HOPE!

If you're just starting out and you're questioning your decision, don't, it's all worth it, if you've hit a rough patch just keep pushing through, you'll get over the hump and what awaits for you on the other side is all worth it!!!

[chrissy10 159]

You are such an inspiration. I love all your pics, you look amazing. Thank you so much for your posts. I really do enjoy reading them.

[Makinchanges4me 44]

Having lap band on 8/8. It helps to read the success stories. Thanks for the photos and positive post.

[Leepers 1,195]

I always love your positive posts and great attitude. And your before/after pic? Amazing! You are an inspiration to me.

[dawalsh 919]

You look amazing!

[Debbie3sons 1,936]

Dang Woman where did you go , I mean the other half of you is gone , I bet you are ecstatic about it Lol , on a serious note you look even more fantastic good job working the brand.

[tomdelo 120]

A true hottie inside and out!!!!

[MarvyMimi 61]

Hi:). I am having my surgery in four days and I have read your posts often. You have been a true inspiration to me!! You look so great and I am sure you feel so wonderful about the decision you made to have your surgery. What a great accomplishment. Thank you for sharing with all of us. I will continue to read your posts as I count down these next few days. Eek!!!! :)

[enjoythetime 1,457]

@@Debbie3sons well, well, look at you lady, by looking at your pics you know exactly how it feels to be half your size!!!! You look WONDERFUL! So proud of you! Thank you so much for always supporting and encouraging me! I really appreciate it.

Dang Woman where did you go , I mean the other half of you is gone , I bet you are ecstatic about it Lol , on a serious note you look even more fantastic good job working the brand.

[enjoythetime 1,457]

@@MarvyMimi congrats on your upcoming surgery and the decision to change your life! I'm excited to hear about your journey and will be cheering for you!!

Hi:). I am having my surgery in four days and I have read your posts often. You have been a true inspiration to me!! You look so great and I am sure you feel so wonderful about the decision you made to have your surgery. What a great accomplishment. Thank you for sharing with all of us. I will continue to read your posts as I count down these next few days. Eek!!!! :)

Edited July 18, 2014 by enjoythetime

[enjoythetime 1,457]

Thank you all for your kind words of support and encouragement! You guys help me keep on keeping on and inspire me everyday I'm on here so THANK YOU!

[catfish87 3,471]

WOW....and Congrats! You've done amazing and are an inspiration to many. Best wishes on your continued success and ENJOY THE TIME!!!!

[Kitt3000 757]

A picture is worth a thousand words! You must be so proud of yourself, as you should be!!very impressive! Go you☺️

[JustWatchMe 7,117]

Love love love your posts and your amazing pictures!!!!