4/23, Omgness, I'm in the final stretch and I can't believe the thoughts in my head...

[KeeWee 470]

Confession~ I've changed my mind for a millisecond here and there when I think about the amount of times I will have to make myself eat daily so I don't have issues that linger. It's hard reading users having the exact opposite. I feel it's a bit easier to cut down on food intake than to increase it and spread it out over time....it was just my habits.

See, my Dr. thought this would be the best for me since I already have issues with early satiety and I hated to eat or drink anything cuz mentally it was just pounds on a plate or a cup to me. I could live this life just fine with a pill for meals.

Now after 8 months of training, I'm better with 3 small meals with fruit, veggies and Water, instead of one large meal of anything just to say I ate and sugary juices cuz I hated Water. I think stopping cigarettes helped those changes occur since I hated veggies and water until I quit 7 months ago. Now my tastes are different and I love those the most.

I just hope it all works out for the best and fears diminish on the other side....4/23/14....this is it!!! #PureFearVenting

[1Day1Life4Now 882]

Good luck KeeWee, You will do great with surgery. Your mind is in the right place and that is half the battle. Wishing you a quick recovery from surgery and a constant and positive weight loss.

[erieb2healthy_2014 27]

Best of luck to you on your upcoming surgery! All the best.

[KeeWee 470]

Thanks guys...I'm home now and I'm feeling pretty good on day 4!

[sophie'sChoice 269]

Welcome to the other side! You will do great!