Alone

[JillC878 59]

I am feeling so terrible. I can't snap out of this funk and I feel like I can't talk to anyone. I find myself falling into or wanting to fall into bad habits. I know I should not say this because I am sure it is horrible and that I am lucky, but I wish that foods made me sick or hurt so that I would not eat them. I can pretty much eat anything, but that is causing me trouble. I am still loosing. I just have doubts, struggles, sad, anxious feelings that I can't shake. Am I messing up? Will I never go down a dress size? My husband told me about a month ago that he feels like I pick on him about weight; that cut me so deep. I have never said anything to him about his weight unless the MD did. He is Type II Diabetes and has a CDL. If he is put on insulin, he will loose his CDL and that is his job. Anyway, now I am afraid to mention anything to him about my weight because he will think I am picking on him. My best friend has a divorce and new boyfriend (drama); she is very self centered right now and I feel like she does not care. I find that everyone else is just superficial friendships or family (and most of those people don't know about my WLS).

I guess I just feel alone. Anyone feel like this.....ever?

[Sandy1363 9]

I have same feelings sometimes as well, and I am only 12 days post op. My hubby is only one in family that knows because when I mentioned it got NO family support. So with my hubby being truck driver I am doing this alone since he left after my surgery. If ya need a shoulder or just wanna chat send me msg to inbox and I will give you my email addy. We can help each other out

[Sleeveless in seattle 208]

I hope you guys feel like you can always come on here for support or just to talk. My hubby is the only one who knows about my surgery so besides him I only come to the forums.