Cautious rather than excited - insurance approval

[SusinMichigan 76]

In reading so many threads, it sounds like insurance approval is the most exciting thing going. I called to see what else I need to do other than visit the cardiologist and to see if I needed to see a nutritionist, the phone call ended with my being informed my insurance has already approved me for surgery. And as soon as my doctor gets the upper GI from the hospital and report from the cardiologist, a date will be set. It seems like I should be excited, but I'm in tears today. Granted there are a lot of things going on right now, hubby just applied for his SSI retirement, we pick up our new car tomorrow and now this ... but these are all good things. Did anyone else feel like this? Am I just strange?