Jillian Michaels just said....

[*Misty*Raine* 192]

Im watching biggest loser and she said "you just said it yourself, I've never been good enough and that's your story. It's time to rewrite that story"!

Well ladies and gents that just hit this fat girl smack dab in the big ole face! I AM rewriting my story, and I AM good enough an I DO deserve this life I am giving myself on this journey!!!

This is one of MY personal battles! I have never been good enough or never mattered enough, or I've always put myself way below everyone else. It's my turn to do something for me and not for someone else and yes I do matter, and yes I am deserving of this, and oh yeah I WILL do this!!!

*Feeling really empowered and good about my journey tonite!*

[Dee_1111 317]

WOOOO HOOOOO MISTY!!!!!!!! now your gettin' it!!!!!! I love when people have EPIPHANY'S...now take that attitude all the way to good health!!!!!!!! God I love this site!!!!!..yayyyyyyy Misty..you go girl!!

[*Misty*Raine* 192]

Dee! Ty lady. My true ephinany came 12/27/13 when I had just been admitted into the hospital again for the 4th time in 3 mos with a copd exacerbation, asthma, and emphysema. When I to the er, the dr told me I was too young for all this. And that's when it hit me something was really wrong. I talked to my pcp and Taaaa Daaaa! I'm here.

I jus love when I am watching something or hear something said like this... That just makes me realize where I went so wrong in life! And this is one of those areas. I DO have to rewrite my story and make it what I want it to be. I can't allow my medical problems to define me anymore! I define me! I make me who I want me to be! I want to be a fit mom that her kids are proud of, it ashamed of! I wanna be a better example to my kids. I want off the bipap machine that scares my 3 yr old. I want to be responsible for being a success for once in my life! And guess what....

I CAN and WILL do this for my self and most of all for my children! I want them to know you chose your destiny... It doesn't chose you! You take life by the balls and make it work for you... Don't work for life!