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3 Years Out...Disillusioned, frightened and ashamed-Any takers?



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So I saw my surgeon this afternoon. Evidently I have been even more lax with the band than I realized. It has actually been a year, exactly since the last time I was in for any kind of adjustment. I did a barium swallow under fluoroscopy, during which my surgeon fielded a phone call leaving me standing there freaking out for about 15 minutes. Let me also explain that English is not his first language and I kind of have a difficult time understanding him and communicating with him, for that matter. Following his phone call he returned to inform me that he sees no slip, no pouch dilation, no problems whatsoever and inquires as to what I would like him to do. We discussed the pain I have had for months now and he explained (I think, again, language barriers) that the pain I am having could not be the band because the band is closer to the back than to the front of the body, and it looks fine under fluoro. My pain is distinctly sharp and in my stomach and pretty much constant. He is ordering an endoscopy and will be there to deflate the fill prior to the procedure. I'm still in pain but now more confused than scared. I guess at least my fears have been abated for now, as far as slippage is concerned. Although I do plan to get a second opinion. I've actually found a Chicago thread on this site and am getting some suggestions from others on another doctor who would see me, despite not having placed my band.

I have gained 7 lbs since my last visit a year ago, by the way, which thankfully is much less than I had feared. I did get an adjustment today and am on liquids now. The doctor said liquids for a few days, but on my own account I think I will start over entirely with Clear Liquids, then full liquids on to puree, etc. It's spring time and I need a re-birth.

Thanks to all of you for your concern and support and I will be sure to keep you updated.

Best to all.

ABP

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That's wonderful news, ABP, and a great first step. The endoscopy will tell you for sure if your pain is band-related or not.

You're doing the right thing! Good luck in your liquids regimen and please let us know how the endoscopy goes. Fingers crossed that there's no problem!!

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