Am I gaining weight?

[RJ'S/beginning 5,358]

My husband told me last night that he is tired of me asking him if I am gaining weight....Oops I said I just feel like I did sometimes..He said as I am losing weight the weight that is still there shows up more in another place..Like right now my mid-drift seems larger...

Anyway..They just took away my XL leather jacket and replaced it with a L leather jacket....I loved that brown jacket it was the first one I ever owned and I felt good in it....

My hubby said you will have to get used to feeling good in this new one now won't you..

Talk about keeping it all real......

Can I really be attached to the bigger clothes?...Will I ever stop saying am I gaining weight?.... Will I ever stop being self destructive?...Will I ever see myself as someone who might, just might be succeeding?...

I really don't know the answer to that!

[Fluffnomore 1,235]

Oh, sweetie. I wish I knew.

Hugs.