Myself Vs Mickey D

[mmrennau 58]

hi everybody im only here visting!! i have been researching weight loss surgery for maybe the last 4-5 years. i been to 2 workshops but was never able to complete the process as i kept getting pregnant each time im back into researching more ive decided i want to do the sleeve. I have not started the process as I am 5 months pregnant but I am trying to get my mind in the right mind set and get motiviation started to do this when the baby finally arrives. getting tubes tied im done popping out babies ; )

I watched on netflix a tv series called Ruby. SO GOOD. Really opened my eyes to my food addiction. I been in denial for so long. I am not as big as she was 700 lbs I am 250 lbs at 5 months pregnant (normally im 240) but If i dont do something soon it wont be long till I get there!

today i was dropping off my 2 older childern at a school basketball game when my mind was saying to go sneak to mc donalds grab a grilled chicken n super size fry and a side of of mayo (i dip my fries in !) i started getting into an arguement w myself on the way to mc donalds that i was not even hungry at all theres no reason to go there. an old lady was driving down the street in the dark with her head lights completly OFF it distracted me for a min and i passed mc donalds. i took it as a sign from God to GO HOME. And so i did and i am feeling accomplished. I just hope that old lady made it home safe too!!! ????

For those of you nearing ur surgery dates much respect for you I hope to be where you guys are at one day soon. - Melissa.

[Sofficial 162]

I HATE those arguments, I have them all the time with myself, just about every night rigth before bed... to eat or not to eat. I always lose those battles, but congrats on winning yours!

[mmrennau 58]

thank u dear im still having it now im just gonna watch walking dead on my dvr and drown myself in Water ha! pregnancy cravings are no joke either!! i gained 10 lbs in 1 month got a lecture from my doc i been doing so so the last two weeks but i got my sister coming in from texas and u know shes gonna wanna southern cook! probably deep fry my turkey LOL