Davalrie 152 Posted July 16, 2014 I have done good so far I'm almost to Onederland! I have had a death of a best friend in March get to me I was really messed up. I knew she loved life and was happy with my journey and I came to far to give up. I got myself back in stride now hopefully I can get to Onederland soon. 4 TxCalico, ausmith, shihtzu mom and 1 other reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sleeve Siren 307 Posted July 16, 2014 I have done good so far I'm almost to Onederland! I have had a death of a best friend in March get to me I was really messed up. I knew she loved life and was happy with my journey and I came to far to give up. I got myself back in stride now hopefully I can get to Onederland soon. Sorry for your loss. 1 Davalrie reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
shanna delong 3 Posted July 16, 2014 HI All! Well I am sorry I have been MIA but it got so very busy at work that I just fell off the face of the earth! Since surgery Oct 2013 I have lost 100 pounds and feel fantastic! If I had known how great I would feel 9 mouths post surgery I would have done this much sooner! I started my journey at 260 pounds. Reached 199 by January, and now am down to 159! I go to the gym 5 days a week and have a personal trainer 1 night a week. I cannot tell you how great I feel! I am off all my blood pressure meds and last check the bp was 121/75. I have my 9 month re-check with my dr tomorrow and I cannot wait to get on that scale. Hoping to reach my goal weight by September which is 130. The pounds do not come off near as easy now. But each pound is a goal! I hope t post more and catch up on posts! Shanna 3 back2barb78, TxCalico and jinxxy5 reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
back2barb78 890 Posted July 17, 2014 I have done good so far I'm almost to Onederland! I have had a death of a best friend in March get to me I was really messed up. I knew she loved life and was happy with my journey and I came to far to give up. I got myself back in stride now hopefully I can get to Onederland soon.<br><br> Davalrie I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I'm sure she's watching you and will be the extra push for you to reach your goals. You look amazing!! Congrats 2 Davalrie and TxCalico reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Davalrie 152 Posted July 19, 2014 Davalrie I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I'm sure she's watching you and will be the extra push for you to reach your goals. You look amazing!! Congrats Thanks back2barb78. Congrats to you on reaching Onederland!!! 1 back2barb78 reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sleeve Siren 307 Posted July 21, 2014 As of this past Thursday I've officially lost 100 pounds!!!! 100 freaking pounds in nine months!!!! It's simply unreal. I remember scrolling through this site and marveling at the amount of weight people lost in a such short amount of time. I never in a million years thought I'd be one of them. It's great to see how well everyone's doing. I can't wait to view the thread once we're a year out. 4 lilijo, back2barb78, Davalrie and 1 other reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
back2barb78 890 Posted July 21, 2014 As of this past Thursday I've officially lost 100 pounds!!!! 100 freaking pounds in nine months!!!! It's simply unreal. I remember scrolling through this site and marveling at the amount of weight people lost in a such short amount of time. I never in a million years thought I'd be one of them. It's great to see how well everyone's doing. I can't wait to view the thread once we're a year out. You made me cry I can see the happiness in your eyes in your after pics. This journey has been so amazing from like you said being the person looking at everyone's pics and not believing it would happen to you too to being where we all are now. I'm so glad I get to share it with all of you here and see your triumphs and progress. So wonderful. Please keep the updates coming everyone!! They make me sooo happy 3 ausmith, Sleeve Siren and Davalrie reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ausmith 374 Posted July 21, 2014 As of this past Thursday I've officially lost 100 pounds!!!! 100 freaking pounds in nine months!!!! It's simply unreal. I remember scrolling through this site and marveling at the amount of weight people lost in a such short amount of time. I never in a million years thought I'd be one of them. It's great to see how well everyone's doing. I can't wait to view the thread once we're a year out. Amazing Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
marywithoutsound 148 Posted July 21, 2014 As of this past Thursday I've officially lost 100 pounds!!!! 100 freaking pounds in nine months!!!! It's simply unreal. I remember scrolling through this site and marveling at the amount of weight people lost in a such short amount of time. I never in a million years thought I'd be one of them. It's great to see how well everyone's doing. I can't wait to view the thread once we're a year out. Congratulations! You look awesome! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
marywithoutsound 148 Posted July 21, 2014 As of this past Thursday I've officially lost 100 pounds!!!! 100 freaking pounds in nine months!!!! It's simply unreal. I remember scrolling through this site and marveling at the amount of weight people lost in a such short amount of time. I never in a million years thought I'd be one of them. It's great to see how well everyone's doing. I can't wait to view the thread once we're a year out. Congratulations! You look awesome! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
marywithoutsound 148 Posted July 21, 2014 In my news I am 102lb down and consistently having to buy UK size 8 (US 4) clothes. Is anybody else having issues with their brain not keeping up, though? Even though logically I know I used to look at clothes even in a 12 and thought they looks tiny, I can't reconcile that with how I feel about myself. I still see myself as the fat girl. I bought some size 4 shorts the other day and when I got home took then out of the bag to show my brother. I held them up and he said 'they're so skinny!'. But I look at them hanging up and still don't see them as being small. I don't know if the fact I have some loose skin isn't helping but I don't know how to fix my brain! I took some pictures in said shorts to try to illustrate to myself that actually I'm not that big anymore, I'll attach them. I apologise for the underwear! If anybody has any suggestions they will be more than welcome! 5 raven123, back2barb78, Davalrie and 2 others reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sleeve Siren 307 Posted July 21, 2014 You made me cry I can see the happiness in your eyes in your after pics. This journey has been so amazing from like you said being the person looking at everyone's pics and not believing it would happen to you too to being where we all are now. I'm so glad I get to share it with all of you here and see your triumphs and progress. So wonderful. Please keep the updates coming everyone!! They make me sooo happy Awwwww thanks Barb!! 1 raven123 reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sleeve Siren 307 Posted July 21, 2014 Amazing :-) thx! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sleeve Siren 307 Posted July 21, 2014 Congratulations! You look awesome! Thank you! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Sleeve Siren 307 Posted July 21, 2014 In my news I am 102lb down and consistently having to buy UK size 8 (US 4) clothes. Is anybody else having issues with their brain not keeping up, though? Even though logically I know I used to look at clothes even in a 12 and thought they looks tiny, I can't reconcile that with how I feel about myself. I still see myself as the fat girl. I bought some size 4 shorts the other day and when I got home took then out of the bag to show my brother. I held them up and he said 'they're so skinny!'. But I look at them hanging up and still don't see them as being small. I don't know if the fact I have some loose skin isn't helping but I don't know how to fix my brain! I took some pictures in said shorts to try to illustrate to myself that actually I'm not that big anymore, I'll attach them. I apologise for the underwear! If anybody has any suggestions they will be more than welcome! Whoo hoo congrats on losing 102 pounds!!! I remember thinking that people I knew who'd had surgery and couldn't see their weight loss were absolutely crazy. Like how can you not see the drastic changes your body is going through? I've had to eat a lot of crow lately cause now I get it. Some days I don't see any change whatsoever, some days I walk past a mirror and have to do a double take. I really see it when I look at before pics of myself. I think it's really hard for our brains to catch up because most of us have gone our whole lives seeing ourselves as huge. You automatically assume that you're the largest person in the room, you plan your activities based on the limitations your weight may require etc. So losing a massive amount of weight over a few months causes total confusion. All of a sudden you have to kind of redefine yourself. Someone in my support group said it best the other day, "we have to relearn who we are physically in space." I don't know how we get past this "brain fat freeze" perhaps it just takes time. 1 raven123 reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites