Sooo different

[savannalila1 19]

So this may come as a shocker to people but I'm a recovering food addict...yes probably the hardest thing I've done since giving birth. So since being sleeved ice lost 45lbs since August 12- so happy with that. But since I don't have a go to our a fall back relationship with food I've became depressed. I had my first real panic attack last night(so scary). My husband has no clue how do he can't relate or even support me. Why do I feel so lonely. I mean I can cross my legs now..even in that retrospect I should feel like a million bucks. My kids make me the best I am right now. I sometimes want a divorce I sometimes want to binge eat like no other. I know the best thing is counciling. But I don't have the time. I think about working out all the time but I don't...so...now what...oh and I pray alot..is it only in time..

[wishin n prayin 10]

So sorry for what you are going through! I feel somewhat like that too, I am/was an emotional eater. My sister and I joked about it last week, I ate when I was depressed, happy, angry, sad, etc...so really I just ate. So now what do I do. Drink (water for now). I hope you find your replacement soon. PS I just started back to the gym and it has helped my attitude.

[Jerzygurl 372]

Sounds like you really need to talk to someone. Try to find sometime to squeeze it in.

There are some things only a professional can help us with.

You've done great so far, don't sabotage yourself. Stick with it and try to find someone way talk with a professional. If you binge, you know you will only feel worse and then the spiral begins.

Reach out.

Best wishes..