How long can I put up with this man?

[TinyMamiOf3kids 1,280]

Every single night for about 1 week we been arguing over nothing.

I started collecting bottles for extra cash & now that seem to escalate things between us. He accuses me of always being out & seeing other ppl. I will leave this marriage but I'm to proud to go to a shelter & not knowing what will happen to my material things. I can't leave 17 years of marriage from one day to the other. I have 3 kids lots of school papers & emotional attachment to all my kids stuff. I can't walk out leaving my many photo albums. How do you start over from scratch?

Up date: I edit this post. I'm not staying until my daughter is 21 years of age. We are planning on leaving when she graduate high school age 18. We decided to do what he wants to keep the peace in the house. We will clean daily keep everything organize. Basically make these last years comfortable for us. Throwing in the towels.

[TinyMamiOf3kids 1,280]

Does he really love me? I think to my self. I thought I was super woman & I do it all but I guess maybe I been missing something.

I'm tired of this man!!! He decided after he made no plans to go fishing today when we were suppose to go to visit my sister for her 30th birthday as a surprise. Now I'm going alone as if I was a single mother to 3 kids. Well afterwards I will take the kids to city island. Why pay the toll twice?

[TinyMamiOf3kids 1,280]

I went to visit my sister. Hubby came. When we were home he is talking about how good she looks. Okay I have a lot of sisters but my sister turn 30 not her the one that's 29(we don't get along) her... Hubby saying she looks good we are talking about a 200 plus pound woman. Saying at least she don't look sick. She looks heathy in other words I look sick. No body looks good over weight. A little chubby ok few extra pounds ok over 30lbs nope!