khalilah108 2 Posted July 1, 2013 Just need to vent. I'm petrified. I've had surgery before but nothing this major. I know I want the surgery' date=' I need the surgery. I'm in that oh-my-god-I'm-never-going-to-be-normal-again phase I think. I'm mourning food. How do I truly break up with my best friend for the past 37 years? I've been overweight/morbidly obese my entire life, I've never experienced anything else. This is just last minute stage fright, right? I'm not turning back, I'm going forward with the surgery. I can do this.[/quote'] Yes u can do this & you are. Blessings to you, everything is gonna be awright! Your new life a waits you & welcomes you. Welcome to the family . Share this post Link to post Share on other sites