rant about health

[deaddemmama 474]

I am a chronic pain patient. A year ago I went to a long- term pain rehabilitate program which really improved my quality of life...I decided to get healthy hence the rny. Welll as I was exercising pre op, I somehow pinched a nerve in my hip which left me in constant pain again....the I found out I tore the labrum in my tight shoulder. Then today I found out that My back is totally f'd up with arthritis and intrudinng bone spurs that are causing me more nerve pain. I'm ssssoooo tired of being squsdhed by health problems. I walk everyday but I get jealous when I see posts about how herd people are working out. I really just want to get healthy and toned....I guess in God's time....I still think that I'm failing because I can't really push myself when exercising..n YET!

[MissNikki27 54]

Take it one day at a time.

[deaddemmama 474]

You're right...I just need to do the best I can and leave the rest to God. I'm sorry about the rant, I just found out about my back today and felt discouraged.

[JustJenn 542]

Rant away!!!! It's hard when we are going through something and its keeping us from being where we want to be. That's life!

Jealousy is such a human emotion so don't feel bad, let it be a drive!

In time! In time!

Wishing you all the best.

Surgery date 7/25/12

[deaddemmama 474]

Thanks! So much!

[ElleG 394]

Hang in there! All you can do is ur best, the weight will come off.

[TinyMamiOf3kids 1,280]

One day at a time I'm dying with back pain & yet I pick up my son cuz I'm not giving up but oh boy I do take breaks. I wish I would had went away when I lost the weight.

[deaddemmama 474]

Yeah a conference and have to miss the big meeting tonight. Not happy about how I feel right now.my side and leg are killing me and I only walked like five miles I hope that losing another 100 is going to take care of this.