ajustice 484 Posted September 15, 2013 I kinda feel like a hypocrite and kinda like I don't belong as much now. My path has branched off so drastically. No weight change in over a week or more now. I'm still technically obese at 160lbs so I get upset I may never get to goal even after this baby. God has his plans and reasons and as happy and just in awe of this baby i am..I can't help but kinda wish it could have waited a few more months! One oops! I can't wait to see this baby on my us appt but I can scarcely believe this has happened. I'm not sure where I go now. I'm down 53lb since surg. Felt stronger and better than I have in probably almost all of my entire adult life..and now..I'm struggling to keep fluids and foods down even with Zofran. I keep trying to make the gym work and it does help in the mornings.. It's the evenings I seem to get the most unwell. I want to eat anything and nothing! Pregnancy cravings but can't indulge in them. Life sure has taken a weird turn for me. I just wish I felt as human as I felt a few Weeks ago. Thanks for letting me vent..I know this all is my fault..just still kinda hard. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Krystal7k 243 Posted September 15, 2013 Finally using an updated pic! Lookin good Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Krystal7k 243 Posted September 15, 2013 I kinda feel like a hypocrite and kinda like I don't belong as much now. My path has branched off so drastically. No weight change in over a week or more now. I'm still technically obese at 160lbs so I get upset I may never get to goal even after this baby. God has his plans and reasons and as happy and just in awe of this baby i am..I can't help but kinda wish it could have waited a few more months! One oops! I can't wait to see this baby on my us appt but I can scarcely believe this has happened. I'm not sure where I go now. I'm down 53lb since surg. Felt stronger and better than I have in probably almost all of my entire adult life..and now..I'm struggling to keep fluids and foods down even with Zofran. I keep trying to make the gym work and it does help in the mornings.. It's the evenings I seem to get the most unwell. I want to eat anything and nothing! Pregnancy cravings but can't indulge in them. Life sure has taken a weird turn for me. I just wish I felt as human as I felt a fewWeeks ago. Thanks for letting me vent..I know this all is my fault..just still kinda hard. You will do fine your a strong women and you belong here and we all want baby updates and you will get a cute baby bump and Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Krystal7k 243 Posted September 15, 2013 You will do fine your a strong women and you belong here and we all want baby updates and you will get a cute baby bump and And we want pics Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jaye1464 70 Posted September 15, 2013 I kinda feel like a hypocrite and kinda like I don't belong as much now. My path has branched off so drastically. No weight change in over a week or more now. I'm still technically obese at 160lbs so I get upset I may never get to goal even after this baby. God has his plans and reasons and as happy and just in awe of this baby i am..I can't help but kinda wish it could have waited a few more months! One oops! I can't wait to see this baby on my us appt but I can scarcely believe this has happened. I'm not sure where I go now. I'm down 53lb since surg. Felt stronger and better than I have in probably almost all of my entire adult life..and now..I'm struggling to keep fluids and foods down even with Zofran. I keep trying to make the gym work and it does help in the mornings.. It's the evenings I seem to get the most unwell. I want to eat anything and nothing! Pregnancy cravings but can't indulge in them. Life sure has taken a weird turn for me. I just wish I felt as human as I felt a fewWeeks ago. Thanks for letting me vent..I know this all is my fault..just still kinda hard. Hey, I guess I missed the baby news! I am happy for you. My daughter is 25 and she still wishes for a sibling! Your son will be so excited. Like Krystal said, keep us posted so we can see how you progress! Try to eat something, this process is tough, but you can do it for yourself and the baby. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dorian 683 Posted September 15, 2013 I dropped another size im now in 7s and a size xsmall scrub pants OMG girl! You are so small! Looking great! 1 Krystal7k reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dorian 683 Posted September 15, 2013 This was one if the "before" pics. Couldn't figure out how to do side by side yet! You look SOOOO good girl! Great job! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jaye1464 70 Posted September 15, 2013 You look SOOOO good girl! Great job! Thanks. Dori! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jaye1464 70 Posted September 15, 2013 Lookin good Thanks,Krystal. You're looking awesome! What a great, supportive group this is! 1 Krystal7k reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
califmomto4 84 Posted September 15, 2013 I kinda feel like a hypocrite and kinda like I don't belong as much now. My path has branched off so drastically. No weight change in over a week or more now. I'm still technically obese at 160lbs so I get upset I may never get to goal even after this baby. God has his plans and reasons and as happy and just in awe of this baby i am..I can't help but kinda wish it could have waited a few more months! One oops! I can't wait to see this baby on my us appt but I can scarcely believe this has happened. I'm not sure where I go now. I'm down 53lb since surg. Felt stronger and better than I have in probably almost all of my entire adult life..and now..I'm struggling to keep fluids and foods down even with Zofran. I keep trying to make the gym work and it does help in the mornings.. It's the evenings I seem to get the most unwell. I want to eat anything and nothing! Pregnancy cravings but can't indulge in them. Life sure has taken a weird turn for me. I just wish I felt as human as I felt a fewWeeks ago. Thanks for letting me vent..I know this all is my fault..just still kinda hard. Its normal to be tired and sick the first trimester. I'm sure you will get your energy back soon. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ajustice 484 Posted September 15, 2013 And we want pics Thanks Krystal! As much as I'm scared about gaining I kinda do want the cute bump! 1 Krystal7k reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ajustice 484 Posted September 15, 2013 Hey' date=' I guess I missed the baby news! I am happy for you. My daughter is 25 and she still wishes for a sibling! Your son will be so excited. Like Krystal said, keep us posted so we can see how you progress! Try to eat something, this process is tough, but you can do it for yourself and the baby.[/quote'] Lol mama!! Give that girl a sibling My son is shocked for sure. He says he's happy but will never ever change a diaper lol I feel like I'm at a never ending battle with food now. meats make me deathly ill smelling it cook. No cheese of yogurts settling well...pretty much pickles & saltines are about the settling grace I've started taking my prenatals at night and that's helping some with the nausea. 5pm on seems to be the hardest times. I want to eat anything my brain can think of but don't want nothing if that makes sense. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
ajustice 484 Posted September 15, 2013 Its normal to be tired and sick the first trimester. I'm sure you will get your energy back soon. Praying u are right! It's been 11years almost since I went thru this with my last one. I don't remember it being like this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Krystal7k 243 Posted September 15, 2013 Thanks' date='Krystal. You're looking awesome! What a great, supportive group this is![/quote'] I love this group Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
pebulz 135 Posted September 15, 2013 Praying u are right! It's been 11years almost since I went thru this with my last one. I don't remember it being like this Maybe its a girl thry say your sicker with a girl ...I've seen others post in this site that got pregnant shoryly aftet and they continued losing weight the whole pregnancy ....hope u start feeling better soon SW 363lbs Surg Date 4/16/2013 CW 288lbs Share this post Link to post Share on other sites