Beyond frustrated

[JustJenn 542]

I'm sitting in class right now and there is a very obese woman sitting behind me eating a cheeseburger and 1/4 lb bag of fries and gulping on a huge soda. It's gross listening to her eat and gulp her soda.

I realized I used to eat and drink like this but dear God! I didn't realize until today I don't miss soda. I don't miss it all.

I feel horrible to be critical since I was as big as her. I think maybe I'm envious of not eating what is but I don't miss it and would be satisfied with a bite but she loud reaching loud. Ugh sorry needed to vent. Usually I was walk away but she is right behind me.

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[JustJenn 542]

Sorry Lots of typos...

I want to crawl out of my skin!

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[ElleG 394]

Lol!

[libra_lisa 136]

I'm sitting in class right now and there is a very obese woman sitting behind me eating a cheeseburger and 1/4 lb bag of fries and gulping on a huge soda. It's gross listening to her eat and gulp her soda.

I realized I used to eat and drink like this but dear God! I didn't realize until today I don't miss soda. I don't miss it all.

I feel horrible to be critical since I was as big as her. I think maybe I'm envious of not eating what is but I don't miss it and would be satisfied with a bite but she loud reaching loud. Ugh sorry needed to vent. Usually I was walk away but she is right behind me.

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I felt the same way about a girl crunching on some potatoe chips today in class! In my mind I was saying how bad those chips are for her and if she only knew but I secretly wanted some lmao!

[Natasha K 27]

I find myself giving my husband looks while he's eating. Thinking are you really going to eat that second plate of spaghetti, really? Then I remind myself at least he eats slower than I did. I would had been done with my second plate 30mins ago! It's kinda ironic and scary!

[JustJenn 542]

I find myself giving my husband looks while he's eating. Thinking are you really going to eat that second plate of spaghetti' date=' really? Then I remind myself at least he eats slower than I did. I would had been done with my second plate 30mins ago! It's kinda ironic and scary![/quote']

Me too! Lol I ate super fast!!! But my thinking is awful and I have guilt for thinking and feeling this way. I felt like geez lady you don't need to eat all that. :/

But that's her path. I need to be less annoyed by the actions of others lol

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[Natasha K 27]

I am right there with you Jenn! Thanks for reminding me to give others grace! I do find myself getting irritated easily, and then have to take a deep breath. Loving this amazingly crazy journey! Hope she doesn't come back to school with another full meal deal!

[mommywifeandfat 32]

How funny. My husband drives me insane listening to him eat now. I guess bc I visualize the texture in my mouth and its all bad.

[feelin-lika-cow 68]

I HATE to hear ppl eating or smacking...has been my pet peeve for years!!!! Chew w/ ur friggin mouth closes!!! I can't even go back to my support group cause sum old lady was smacking on her candy throughout the 2 hrs we were there!!! Grrrr

[jerz 251]

Ugh. I probably would've been slightly jealous lol Last night was the worst for me. After my husband and I had our "adult time" he made 2 cheeseburgers with bacon & fried egg on top while i ate my punk ass yogurt :-( idk if it was emotions but I wanted to snatch his burger, take a bite and cry!

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[JustJenn 542]

Ugh. I probably would've been slightly jealous lol Last night was the worst for me. After my husband and I had our "adult time" he made 2 cheeseburgers with bacon & fried egg on top while i ate my punk ass yogurt :-( idk if it was emotions but I wanted to snatch his burger' date=' take a bite and cry!

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Lol he worked up an appetite:) I thought I was jealous and I really thought about it, but I was more irritated how bad the sound was listening to her eat and drink lol

Thanks for feed back everyone. I never imagined my emotions and anger towards strangers eating. My weakness is the smacking my boss smacks her gum. OMG!

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