tippy715 24 Posted October 4, 2013 Anyone else still have in their mind that they are fat? Ive lost over 100 pounds. Weighing 183 for the first time since high school and still see myself they way I was before surgery. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
marfar7 1,533 Posted October 4, 2013 I've lost close to 100 lbs and wear an 8. To me I haven't changed a bit. I went from a 22 to an 8 and I just don't see it. I'm still self consience. I still need to lose a little over 20 lbs and I'm sure ill still see myself as "fat". At 5't' and 130 I know in my head that's not fat but can't see myself any differently. Hope that changes over time. I do use the terms "bck when I was fat" a lot, I guess meaning that's my history, but still feel fat 1 notmeanymore reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
notmeanymore 629 Posted October 4, 2013 I've lost close to 100 lbs and wear an 8. To me I haven't changed a bit. I went from a 22 to an 8 and I just don't see it. I'm still self consience. I still need to lose a little over 20 lbs and I'm sure ill still see myself as "fat". At 5't' and 130 I know in my head that's not fat but can't see myself any differently. Hope that changes over time. I do use the terms "bck when I was fat" a lot, I guess meaning that's my history, but still feel fat I am also close to 100 pounds lost and in a size 8. From a screaming 18 (I refused to go bigger even if it looked too tight lol) to an 8 is almost like a dream. It cant be ME right? You said "I do use the terms "back when I was fat" a lot", I say "when I was fatter" because I struggle with admitting that Im thin. I mean thin people wear size 8 pants right? I still see the fat girl in the mirror or when I shop in the junior section I feel like people think I dont belong there. Im sure Ill get used to it, Ive gotten used to everything else (eating, drinking, etc.). 2 meamo and ProudGrammy reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
rachel marie 42 Posted October 4, 2013 I can relate, and get upset when people tell me I am too skinny. I still want to shop In the plus size stores. I also have lost 100lbs and went from a 20 to a size 8 1 notmeanymore reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Band07 374 Posted October 4, 2013 I maintained a 100 lb weight loss for 5 years with my Lapband and I'm sorry to tell you part of it never really goes away ill always be the fat girl on the inside... It gets better but part of it seems to stick around .. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bridget312001 70 Posted October 22, 2013 I look in the mirror and only see a fat person staring back at me. Fed up and pissed off with it all. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites