Im so pathetic.. i think i have a serious problem :(

[JessicaAnn 564]

Day 10 of my 2 week pre op diet. I cheated once on day 2, and I've been good since.. until today . My best friend is going through a divorce so I was at her house all day moving his stuff out. In 90 degree heat. I sweated and sweated and not matter how much Water I drank I still felt so dizzy. We took the kids to Taco Bell and I had a freakin soft taco. I immediately felt horrible! I'm 4 days away!!! What's wrong it's me?! And even worse.. I contemplated making myself throw it up to relieve the guilt. I'm going to remain dedicated the next four days. But I'm upset that I ate knowing I shouldn't, and I'm also upset that I considered throwing it up. Maybe I need to see a counselor. Do they have counseled especially for food problems? I hope I didn't screw up my liver. I'm just so mad

[AngelEyesInNJ 186]

Please do not be so hard on yourself, you are only human! Just stay dedicated the next four days and you will be fine Are you on strictly liquids only? I know some people are allowed to have some type of Protein and salad and then the last 3 days are full Clear Liquids but everyone's doctors are different.

Keep your head up you will do just fine, you were doing great and plus its not like you had 3 or 5 tacos

Good luck with surgery!!! Can't wait for you to join me on the losers bench!!

[JessicaAnn 564]

Please do not be so hard on yourself' date=' you are only human! Just stay dedicated the next four days and you will be fine Are you on strictly liquids only? I know some people are allowed to have some type of Protein and salad and then the last 3 days are full Clear Liquids but everyone's doctors are different.

Keep your head up you will do just fine, you were doing great and plus its not like you had 3 or 5 tacos

Good luck with surgery!!! Can't wait for you to join me on the losers bench!![/quote']

Clear liquids only plus 3 shakes.

[gmanbat 5,889]

Wow, you are way too tough on yourself. Your liver will be fine. Just do well the next 4 days.

Eating a soft taco is better than fainting. You were likely low on electrolytes.

[jc2008 55]

Don't beat yourself up to much, you're human. I haven't started my preop diet yet but for people like us that are addicted to food 2 weeks seems like forever. That one taco won't screw up your liver. Keep your eye on the prize!

[JessicaAnn 564]

Wow' date=' you are way too tough on yourself. Your liver will be fine. Just do well the next 4 days.

Eating a soft taco is better than fainting. You were likely low on electrolytes.[/quote']

I know I'm hard on myself. I'm a perfectionist and very serious when someone gives me rules or guidelines. I guess in a way I don't want my surgeon to open me up and just "know" I cheated.

[JessicaAnn 564]

I'm not sure if they say it to scare us, but at pre op testing yesterday she double checked that I haven't cheated because he will know when he opens me up

[gmanbat 5,889]

I'm not sure if they say it to scare us, but at pre op testing yesterday she double checked that I haven't cheated because he will know when he opens me up

It takes food 3 hours tops to leave the stomach. This must be an amazing doc. Sounds like a crock.

[JessicaAnn 564]

It takes food 3 hours tops to leave the stomach. This must be an amazing doc. Sounds like a crock.

Lol. It was the nurse doing all the test that said that. She said he could tell by my liver size

[******** 397]

A lot of drs operate with no preop diet so you will be fine

[gmanbat 5,889]

The taco that blew up a liver. Unless there was nitro in the hot sauce I wouldn't worry.

[JessicaAnn 564]

The taco that blew up a liver. Unless there was nitro in the hot sauce I wouldn't worry.

LOL.. Ok, maybe I sound a little crazy..

[Kami63 215]

I ordered grilled shrimp during my preop diet and they lied it was shrimp scampi. I had to eat, so I tried to get the butter off in a napkin lol. Had nightmares about that buttered shrimp. Ask my husband, I sounded as if I had murdered someone by eating the shrimp, I planned a lot better after that with only. Few days left and I did still lose 10 pounds on the preop an my surgeon was pleased. Just a minor set back. Put it behind you and do what I did. Make sure you have no room for error the last few days lol

[Vixynne 695]

If eating ONE taco made our livers swollen, we'd all be walking around with livers the size of a tractor-trailer! Don't beat yourself up; I don't even have a pre-op diet and my surgery is on Monday. You bet yer bippy I've been having little treats here and there. On Monday I had a slice of pizza (as opposed to eating the whole thing) and today I had a medium cup of coffee with cream and flavor-syrup (instead of an extra large with extra everything). You're going to do great, just climb back up on the discipline horse.

Okay, that sounded weird...you know what I mean, LOL!

[gmanbat 5,889]

LOL.. Ok, maybe I sound a little crazy..

Not you, the nurse probably organizes snipe hunts. :ph34r: