What's wrong with me?

[#1Nana 5]

I was the same way, so many emotions; excited, nervous, happy, sad and disappointed that I let myself get to this point. Then, I just started being selfish for once in my adult life, I am doing something to take care of ME, it has been so many years since I thought about doing something for me, I want to be happy in my skin again, I want to see that smile that so many use to compliment me on, I want to look in the mirror without being disgusted with myself, I want my grandkids to all fit on my lap at once, I want my children which are 27, 24, and 15 to see me happy, truly happy and having fun. I want to enjoy the rest of my life, i want my husband to be able to pick me up, and wrap his arms completely around me, especially when dancing, My biggest worry, and this may seem so silly and maybe a little morbid, I don't want to tell people please don't take my picture because I'm too fat and uncomfortable in my own skin. I am looking forward to having my picture taken with my grandkids, which I finally did two weeks post-op, and I cried because I finally feel good about myself. I have only had one professional family photo taken, back in 1986! When I pass on I want people to remember me happy!

So embrace the new you, hold onto your dreams, and be selfish You so deserve it!!!

God bless you

I was sleeved on May 7th,

Pre-surgery 326 lbs

Two week follow up 298.2 lbs