All Hoops Jumped through! MAY 17th!

[Lawrence Washington 124]

So after months of agonizing questioning if i really was gonna do this... I realize.. I AM!!! LOL!!!

I had my last appointment with my PCP today for clearance... ALLs done... This is like the 4th time I thought i was having my last appointment... Monday was Pre-op... Thought that was it.. and today was medical clearance... Its done.. Im in.. IM ready... IM FREAKING SCARED!!!!! lmao... BUT im excited like crazy....

whats it gonna feel like? LIL PAIN!!!! well... Maybe BIG PAIN!!!! dunno... answers are so conflicted...

How long should i be off work..? I took 2 weeks, in actuality I will be out about 17 days ...

OK>.. Its ok... Im good!!!!!!

I cant really explain the feeling I'm having.. what i can say is this... after all this testing etc... and being at day 5 of my liquid diet my blood pressure is at 121/78 and Ive lost 9 lbs.. bringing my weight to 323, highest weight was 342.... my goal is 180!!! I will get there...

I feel healthier already...

Ok.. I rambled... LOL!!! excited!!! My kids are my biggest reason!!!!!