Ill be fine.. and I know it...

[Lawrence Washington 124]

Sitting here at work, getting off at midnight and I just realized that Im obsessing.... Im obsessing about my last appointment which is my pre-admission surgical testing... Ive come so far... Im one of those guys who is terrified of doctors and appointments and over the past 6 to 7 months I have been in and out of doctors offices and i have had many test and i have been afraid and i moved through the fear and I did it anyway... And every time i did i felt stronger, until the next visit, next test... But Im here now... My last one... then my life changes and I get to change the lives of the people around me... I get to release a whole lifetime of fear... knowing that im healthy... Its such a refreshing feeling to have come this far and I cant wait until May 6th pre admission testing so i can have one thing on my mind... May 17th... My surgery date... Im sooo blessed and it will be alright!!! I think today is the day that my emotions are starting to kick in.. Its feeling sooo real... It is...

OK>.. i just vented!!! LOL

[Amanda626 153]

Been there friend! Bedtime decision I have ever made! Good luck!

[JElk7 4]

Been there friend! Bedtime decision I have ever made! Good luck!

What is a "bedtime decision"?