7 days away=preop testing/ 18 days away=surgery NERVOUS!

[Lawrence Washington 124]

Nervous... Not nervous about the surgery yet... Just dont want to be told that there is something wrong and cannot get the surgery... 2 years ago i told my doctor I wanted to get a full heart work up because of my anxiety and panic attacks i was having... I was happy to find out that there were no issues.... Now I have to do a ekg and a chest xray... I have no idea what they are looking for... I hope all is well... I feel good.... I looked at a ekg my primary did in February which he told me was fine... no problems but i see it sayd possible left atrial enlargement WTF? Non specific T wave abnormailty WTF? Prolonged QT WTF? and Abnormal ECG... WTF!!! why would he say it was fine... and all.. if it says all of that... Im just tripping myself out... Ive felt great since my last appointments and my approval... Im just ready to do it... Im hoping all this abnormalty is simply because of my anxiety... OMG... I gotta pull it together!!