One year ago today.

[cmd1109 85]

I was just getting around after my 9 am surgery. The minute I woke up, I thought (and said out loud) what in the heck did I just do to myself? I was in so much pain and so so thirsty. A friend had told me - even if you don't feel like it - get up and walk. That's what I did, almost non stop. I was ready to feel better and go home. Each day got easier and easier, I tracked everything I put in my mouth. Everything. It made me feel like I had some control over what I was going through.

Over time I started getting compliments, you look great or wow you've lost some weight. I look back now and yes, I had lost weight. What I think was so noticeable though was I was smiling - a lot. I didn't ever see my self as unhappy pre-surgery, but I was. I can admit it now. How could I not be? Who is happy with themselves at 368 pounds??

Today I still believe - 1 year later that I made the absolute best decision of my life. Not because I can shop at any store (but I can and its fun!!!) or that I don't have to worry about how the chairs will be wherever I go. It's because I feel great and I'm healthy. I'm happy and I am becoming the person I've always wanted to be. I wouldn't change a thing.

HW: 368

Pre: 368

Height: 5'6

Today: 204

[Takingcontrol 467]

Wow...congratulations, you look amazing!

[kristikay 60]

Wow what a difference a year makes. That is a lot of weight to lose in one year. What has been your eating and exercise program? Just wondering so I can see if I am on the right track. Congrats you look great!

[moregoodtimes 331]

Gratz on your loss! You are an absolute doll!

[lilbearzmom 584]

Thinspiration city! Beautiful!

[carolina girl 56]

Well said cmd1109- Congrats on making the choice to become the best you ever!!! Definately an inspiration to so many! You are beautiful!

[trebrian 12]

I was just getting around after my 9 am surgery. The minute I woke up, I thought (and said out loud) what in the heck did I just do to myself? I was in so much pain and so so thirsty. A friend had told me - even if you don't feel like it - get up and walk. That's what I did, almost non stop. I was ready to feel better and go home. Each day got easier and easier, I tracked everything I put in my mouth. Everything. It made me feel like I had some control over what I was going through.

Over time I started getting compliments, you look great or wow you've lost some weight. I look back now and yes, I had lost weight. What I think was so noticeable though was I was smiling - a lot. I didn't ever see my self as unhappy pre-surgery, but I was. I can admit it now. How could I not be? Who is happy with themselves at 368 pounds??

Today I still believe - 1 year later that I made the absolute best decision of my life. Not because I can shop at any store (but I can and its fun!!!) or that I don't have to worry about how the chairs will be wherever I go. It's because I feel great and I'm healthy. I'm happy and I am becoming the person I've always wanted to be. I wouldn't change a thing.

HW: 368

Pre: 368

Height: 5'6

Today: 204

[trebrian 12]

????????????????????????u rock ????????????????????????

[kcinpa 159]

Congrats, great job!!

[Annie B 89]

Congratulations! You were and are absolutely adorable! Just beautiful and an absolute inspiration!

[ISleevedIt 380]

You look amazing! great job!

[Ejami 18]

Wow amazing!!! You are truly an inspiration and look beautiful!! I am the same height as you and just wondering what your goal weight is or have you reached goal?

[Healthier2day1227 326]

Congrats! Just what I needed to hear as I am pre op and sometimes on the fence.

[chitowngirl 885]

Damn girl, you look great!!!

[cmd1109 85]

Wow amazing!!! You are truly an inspiration and look beautiful!! I am the same height as you and just wondering what your goal weight is or have you reached goal?

Dr. set my goal at 180...