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[Looking Ahead 239]

6 months out and I came to a free weekly church meal given at work. BBQs. I am so sick and can usually find somewhere and force it back out. No where to run today. Ive been so low and depressed lately that I feel I have hit rock bottom. I need relief from somewhere asap. Called the dr abt my depression meds but no response yet. I need.....something now to fix me. Im eating e everything in sight. Weights not goind down. More depressing. Anyone else experience this that can advise me? No therapists please.

[mommyradd 115]

I am so sorry that you feel down. I am early out, so I have not yet experienced what you're going through, but I am well aware that it can happen one day. Please be encouraged, and know that you are not alone. Many of us take it one day at a time, and you are stronger than you think. You can always turn it around. It starts with putting one foot in front of the other. You will be in my prayers!

[stomlin75 161]

One day at a time my friend. We've all been there. Tomorrow, you will wake up and the sun will rise again. It will be a new day and each moment is new too. Why look back when you can look ahead? (as your name here implies) I suppose it's alright to refelct for purposes of learning but I hope you won't judge yourself over this because it was a moment that has passed and you can move forward on whatever path you choose. Bless you and know that you have support here.

Steph

[Looking Ahead 239]

Thank you for the kind words. I keep reading them just to get through my day today at work. I feel and pretty sure no one wants ti visit with me because of this stupid pity party Im having trouble getting over.