This Is'nt Easy ...help!

[lortesha86 14]

hello every one

im scheduald for sleeve on 3rd of january ...i really cant wait for this day to come..actually im depending on it!

im totally in pain from how i look ..scared to gain more as am under untidepressents so im eating more.. i lookes at my self today in the mirror seeing hw bad my body is and i cried so hard as i never experianced hw a grt body feels like ..i feel without this surgeru my lifw will be over as i cnt even walke for 5 mim whithout feelimg tiered

im 247 pounds (112 kg)

my question here

am i giving my self over hope?am i being extra positive about thw surgery ?

i cnt wait to have it as am sure that 3rd of jan is my last day as a fat girl ..and ill syart loosing starting that day

help me am scared and worried

[ready4anume 31]

hello every one

im scheduald for sleeve on 3rd of january ...i really cant wait for this day to come..actually im depending on it!

im totally in pain from how i look ..scared to gain more as am under untidepressents so im eating more.. i lookes at my self today in the mirror seeing hw bad my body is and i cried so hard as i never experianced hw a grt body feels like ..i feel without this surgeru my lifw will be over as i cnt even walke for 5 mim whithout feelimg tiered

im 247 pounds (112 kg)

my question here

am i giving my self over hope?am i being extra positive about thw surgery ?

i cnt wait to have it as am sure that 3rd of jan is my last day as a fat girl ..and ill syart loosing starting that day

help me am scared and worried

Hello, I cry with you,I get pre-op on December 5,I know I need this surgery and I've went through a lot to get to this stage,but I am so dealing scared,but last night I was looking through my closet for some shoes I needed and was out of breath,that was motivation for me.We just have to keep the faith and know that there is a prize at the end of this rainbow.

[lortesha86 14]

thanq for ur replay

u r rt ...its not easy but we will gt through this

[ascooke 50]

Hang in there i was sleeved Monday 11/26/12. and with the liquid preop diet and surgery combined i have lost 36lbs in the last 3 weeks. I,m not even a full week out and i already feel some better and it gets better everyday. I couldnt hardly stand long enough to shower before surgery.

[delta_girl 931]

Don't wait for surgery to start weight loss. Do it now. You will feel better, your surgery will go easier and your recovery will go faster.

[LaceSleeve 76]

We will get through this and we have a healthier and happier future to look forward to.

[boydic 22]

hello every one

im scheduald for sleeve on 3rd of january ...i really cant wait for this day to come..actually im depending on it!

im totally in pain from how i look ..scared to gain more as am under untidepressents so im eating more.. i lookes at my self today in the mirror seeing hw bad my body is and i cried so hard as i never experianced hw a grt body feels like ..i feel without this surgeru my lifw will be over as i cnt even walke for 5 mim whithout feelimg tiered

im 247 pounds (112 kg)

my question here

am i giving my self over hope?am i being extra positive about thw surgery ?

i cnt wait to have it as am sure that 3rd of jan is my last day as a fat girl ..and ill syart loosing starting that day

help me am scared and worried

It is ok to be scared and worried. I had my sleeve in aug and I'm glad I did. Just remember this not a quick fix. There is still work to be done after the surgery. When you start noticing the weight coming off and other start noticing, it won't be so hard. I understand about looking at yourself. I did the same thing. I like what I see now!!! Good luck we are all with you.

[Ballermom 803]

hello every one

im scheduald for sleeve on 3rd of january ...i really cant wait for this day to come..actually im depending on it!

im totally in pain from how i look ..scared to gain more as am under untidepressents so im eating more.. i lookes at my self today in the mirror seeing hw bad my body is and i cried so hard as i never experianced hw a grt body feels like ..i feel without this surgeru my lifw will be over as i cnt even walke for 5 mim whithout feelimg tiered

im 247 pounds (112 kg)

my question here

am i giving my self over hope?am i being extra positive about thw surgery ?

i cnt wait to have it as am sure that 3rd of jan is my last day as a fat girl ..and ill syart loosing starting that day

help me am scared and worried

Hi there

You are headed in the right direction.

I understand how you feel. I am 264lbs and get out of breath as well walking up the stairs in my house. My body well thank God for my hubby acceptance of it. It could be worse. I also was anxious in Last week as this whole process is new to me. So you are not alone.

I feel a ray of Sunshine coming my way and yours. Things will improve.

Congrats on your surgery date!

[KatieOkieDokie 171]

Hello!! And welcome!! Pretty soon you'll be on a new journey to a much healthier life! And with that healthier life will come a different slimmer look!

As far as are you putting too much hope in the surgery that totally depends on you. Weight loss surgery is a tool. YOU still have to do your part to lose weight by watching what you eat, making the right choices, working out. It will work for you if you work too!

hello every one

im scheduald for sleeve on 3rd of january ...i really cant wait for this day to come..actually im depending on it!

im totally in pain from how i look ..scared to gain more as am under untidepressents so im eating more.. i lookes at my self today in the mirror seeing hw bad my body is and i cried so hard as i never experianced hw a grt body feels like ..i feel without this surgeru my lifw will be over as i cnt even walke for 5 mim whithout feelimg tiered

im 247 pounds (112 kg)

my question here

am i giving my self over hope?am i being extra positive about thw surgery ?

i cnt wait to have it as am sure that 3rd of jan is my last day as a fat girl ..and ill syart loosing starting that day

help me am scared and worried

[lortesha86 14]

you have noooo idea alll of you how much ur replay made mr happppy

i really felt am not alone

i know the surgery is just one step toward a journey that needs our streangth

good luck for alll of us