I Don't Want To Die, But I Don't Want To Die...

[AmandaRaeLeo 2,146]

Of obesity issues or surgery complications.... Especially in another country... I'm scared. I probably shouldn't stress, I'm not sure when I will have the funds. But... It's a big decision. And this is not an ethnocentric, anti-Mx, Americans do it right (although I am patriotic and think the USA rocks!!!) rant.

Amanda Rae

[amytug 996]

Yep. I feel the same way.

For me personally, I'm already Dieing to myself from weight related depression. I'm not living, so if I die from surgery, so be it. I'm not excited about suffering, and I don't WANT To die, my children need me and I love being here for them. But this is my chance to live. If I die trying to live........ -*shrug*-

[Nicki13 17]

I totally feel the same way amytug..im already dying now so if I die there trying to make a positive change then so be it..but from what I ve heard and read that's not the case usually

[AmandaRaeLeo 2,146]

Exactly the point of my redundant title! :-)

Just getting nervous.

Amanda Rae