SweetTee 448 Posted November 4, 2012 I am going nuts too' date=' trying to decide which doctor, or even should I do the surgery!! I have no support from family. They think I should lose the weight on my own and should never consider going to Mexico. (I am self pay). I am up at 3am looking on this board everynight, lurking, searching, trying to find answers. Going NUTS!![/quote'] I was the exact same way. I was totally obsessed and found it so hard to concentrate on anything else for the longest. When I had to push my date back twice I was so frustrated, I had to try to put it totally out of my mind to function. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites