AmandaRaeLeo 2,146 Posted October 31, 2012 ... laid in bed constantly wondering and worrying about the decision to have WLS and adding to it leaving the country to do it... wishing your brain would SHUT UP and let you sleep? Amanda Rae Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
JonathanS 75 Posted October 31, 2012 10 mg of melatonin was and is my friend! 1 AmandaRaeLeo reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jesser 295 Posted October 31, 2012 I do it nightly... Lol you better go through with it sleeve buddy! We are scheduled for the same day... I'm gonna be sad if I don't see you there! I was just looking at pictures of myself when I was skinny... Makes me want to fly to Mexico right now!! 1 AmandaRaeLeo reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
AmandaRaeLeo 2,146 Posted October 31, 2012 I do it nightly... Lol you better go through with it sleeve buddy! We are scheduled for the same day... I'm gonna be sad if I don't see you there! I was just looking at pictures of myself when I was skinny... Makes me want to fly to Mexico right now!! Worry not Sleeve Buddy! I have made up my mind to do this. Amanda Rae Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Paigers 67 Posted October 31, 2012 Allllll day and Night!!! Especially since its right before Christmas! Would hate to ruin it for my family.... 2 Jessielynn and Bos123 reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
akwitham72 72 Posted November 2, 2012 Paigers- I think about it 24/7. I am obsessed with my surery. What is hard is my husband does not agree with my decision and will not even speak about it. I feel very alone but I will not change my mind. I really hop I run into you there. Talk soon and hang in there. 1 Paigers reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bos123 221 Posted November 2, 2012 Constantly! I am leaving the country too. Hello Lorazapam lol Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
lizv123 389 Posted November 2, 2012 I've had to swamp myself with school work, music, sleep, ANYTHING to distract me. I don't even have a date yet but I'm obsessed with my surgery. It's become my life in the last few weeks. 2 Jessielynn and ImaHappyKiwi reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
AmandaRaeLeo 2,146 Posted November 2, 2012 Right?! My brain has just about 1 track! Amanda Rae Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
FatFreeMe 37 Posted November 2, 2012 I want to sleep!!!!!! 1 AmandaRaeLeo reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Paigers 67 Posted November 2, 2012 Paigers- I think about it 24/7. I am obsessed with my surery. What is hard is my husband does not agree with my decision and will not even speak about it. I feel very alone but I will not change my mind. I really hop I run into you there. Talk soon and hang in there. Is your husband going with you? Yes we must! When u get your room number inbox me Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
akwitham72 72 Posted November 2, 2012 No my husband will not go with me because he does not agree with what I am doing but knows he can't tell me no. I am going with a friend. Will pm you when I have more info. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Bos123 221 Posted November 2, 2012 No my husband will not go with me because he does not agree with what I am doing but knows he can't tell me no. I am going with a friend. Will pm you when I have more info. I wish you luck! I'm sure your husband will come around. He's prob just worried and uncertain! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
becksnky 25 Posted November 4, 2012 I am going nuts too, trying to decide which doctor, or even should I do the surgery!! I have no support from family. They think I should lose the weight on my own and should never consider going to Mexico. (I am self pay). I am up at 3am looking on this board everynight, lurking, searching, trying to find answers. Going NUTS!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
AmandaRaeLeo 2,146 Posted November 4, 2012 I am going nuts too' date=' trying to decide which doctor, or even should I do the surgery!! I have no support from family. They think I should lose the weight on my own and should never consider going to Mexico. (I am self pay). I am up at 3am looking on this board everynight, lurking, searching, trying to find answers. Going NUTS!![/quote'] I can totally relate. I did a lot of research b4 making my decision on whether to go at all and which doc to use. As for my support system... They are reluctantly supportive. They don't agree with my choice but they've chosen to stand behind me... grudgingly. Amanda Rae Share this post Link to post Share on other sites