Sleeved Soon!

[scarletskinnygirlinside 8]

I will be getting my Greenfield filter Friday and my sleeve on Tuesday, October 30th!! I am so excited but also scared! Not scared of the surgery but of this life change!! I have to find a new way to fill my time, the bindging that I used when bored in the evening or any time is going to be gone forever!! Last week I felt ready, this week I feel scared!! I love food! Me being able to admit this, I hope is the beginning of the end for that! It is my drug! Saddens me that this has been my way of covering my feelings! Even as I type this, I want nothing more than to grab some BBQ meat skins! It is an illness!! I will be a recovering addict!

[TamaraS 235]

Congrats on getting your date! I too depend heavily on food but for the last four weeks I have been trying to adjust with my new tummy. I think it is completely normal to be a bundle of emotions up until surgery. Afterwards when you start healing up and are on your way down, all the nerves and stress are completely worth it