milanhope 3 Posted October 12, 2012 Hello!! My surgery date is set, I have the support from my love ones and friends, I have coworkers who recently had the surgery and are doing great .... But I am so freaking nervous I am seriously starting to punk out a Lil bit! I am second guessing everything.. !! All types of things are running through my head like am i doing this for vanity, will It even be worth it, should I just try to diet and work out, and finally am I being selfish to my daughter what if something happen to me.. The only thing I know for certain is that I'm not happy with myself I hate to take pictures, I love to shop and now I refuse to go do to my wieght, and honestly I am embarresed I lost 65 pounds 2 years ago and I gained 35 back. Loser right..???? if any thing I just need motivation!! Sorry for the long note just venting Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
carmelguy 15 Posted October 12, 2012 I am also having surgery on Monday..... Very nervous..... I weigh 435 though and am living half a life.... It can not get better! 1 milanhope reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
incontrol(almost) 14 Posted October 12, 2012 as many sleevers told me: if you were not nervous before surgery, you would not be normal. this is a permanent operation and a life commitment. trust yourself. this journey contains many steps. the surgery is one step along the way. wishing you both the best of luck! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
milanhope 3 Posted October 12, 2012 I am also having surgery on Monday..... Very nervous..... I weigh 435 though and am living half a life.... It can not get better! That's how I feel it got to be more to life than this.. I just praying for a great outcome I must say there are so many great stories of success Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
milanhope 3 Posted October 12, 2012 as many sleevers told me: if you were not nervous before surgery' date=' you would not be normal. this is a permanent operation and a life commitment. trust yourself. this journey contains many steps. the surgery is one step along the way. wishing you both the best of luck! <img src='http://www.bariatricpal.com/public/style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/smile.png' class='bbc_emoticon' alt='' />[/quote'] Thank you !! At least im not the only one.. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
milanhope 3 Posted October 12, 2012 as many sleevers told me: if you were not nervous before surgery' date=' you would not be normal. this is a permanent operation and a life commitment. trust yourself. this journey contains many steps. the surgery is one step along the way. wishing you both the best of luck! <img src='http://www.bariatricpal.com/public/style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/smile.png' class='bbc_emoticon' alt='' />[/quote'] Thank you at guys at least I'm not the only one! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
